tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1613903413772413602024-03-14T16:31:29.320+08:00SUNSHINELive while we can. Laugh while we can. Love while we can. there's always.. always gotta be more to life..Azar Azmanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02856100073707556171noreply@blogger.comBlogger166125truetag:blogger.com,1999:blog-161390341377241360.post-53030676291430293722011-09-04T13:23:00.008+08:002011-09-04T14:17:44.371+08:00brani keje hospital?<div style="text-align: center;">
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<br /></div><div>gua menyampah type2 yang belagak namapos silang2 stethoscope bajet hot. ngan labcoat comot die. ngan specs tebal die. bajet baru lepas slamatkan bejuta2 nyawa.</div><div>
<br /></div><div>jalan2 dalam group. dengan kepala yang mendongak ke langit. tinggi betol hidong. bulu2 sume tejulur keluar.</div><div>
<br /></div><div>pandang2 i mcm kulibatak. lu ade ape hal? tau la i despatch film pakai shorts je?</div><div>
<br /></div><div>yes. keje i mmg mcm kuli. doesnt make you laaaaagi extremely superior dari gua?</div><div>
<br /></div><div>i've been working with lotsa specialistas through these sinful years. macam2 jenis orang gua encounter la. yang terbaek. yang beruk. yang memantat manjang.</div><div>
<br /></div><div>tapi lu. medstudent. ID tag punye la besar2 tulis. MEDICAL STUDENT TAK TENTU LEPAS DENGAN FLYING COLOURS KE TIDAK. does that makes u a god? making u a great PM wife? making you THE great Xtina?</div><div>
<br /></div><div>whats with such bulbous ego? </div><div>
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<br /></div><div>suroh explen simple chest xray "passable criteria" tengok? mampu ke kau?</div><div>
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<br /></div><div>yes of kos. gua takde MBBS. DDS pon xde. blaja pon ala2 je. kite kat dunia ni equal je Allah bagi lebih & kurangnye. we give, and we receive, to complete each other. kalau semua Allah kasi jadik dokter, sape nak korek bijik timah? sape nak jual ayam percik? sape nak keje mekdi?</div><div>
<br /></div><div>gua ade melambak geng med student la jugak. yang da grad pon hado. taste2 lagi. sikit pon xde typical dokter punye ego. down to earth. mendongak ke langit kalau perlu. mesra rakyat. baru la org respek. lu buat orang mati pon, orang stil respek lu. at least xde la meng-gah-kan dirik, last2 keje mcm pantat hayam? dont you understand?</div><div>
<br /></div><div>sikap masing2. "kubur masing2" punye semangat. yess. i like. MY LIFE< MY CHOICE. your life your choice? kalau kau dudok dalam gua kawan ngan berok takpe. gua tak amek pot skit pon.</div><div>
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<br /></div><div>it doesnt mean, kami, health science support service team, buat keje untok korang, para dokter sekalian, kami setaraf cleancer2 sajork.</div><div>
<br /></div><div>kau Doc, pegi korek carik strain sendirik.</div><div>
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<br /></div><div>hey kau Doc, pegi la subtract film angio tu sendirik?</div><div>
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<br /></div><div>eh kau Doc, pegi amek BP sendirik. ape suroh2 orang neh?</div><div>
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<br /></div><div>Doc, amek urinal dalam toilet, lepastu basoh please?</div><div>
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<br /></div><div>Doc, kau jadik runner sendirik dlm OT ni ok? xde la ko tejerit2 maki hamun orang?</div><div>
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<br /></div><div>i dont serve you. i work with you. i dont work FOR you. i work for the patient. i need you as much as you need me.</div><div>
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<br /></div><div>typical cara pemikiran kat Mesia. yes its true dokter pendokong utama. 30 dokter untok almost 1000 patient. mampookah uols hidop tanpa kami? kebanyakkan profit masok ke poket gemok mu jua. weols? noreh getah & jual getah skerap nowadays lebey masyuk. tu pon x kesian ke? underestimate lagi ade. hina2, jerit2, maki2, silap sikit baling2 barang. ape ingat xde feeling ke? INGAT GUA NI PATI IMPORT FROM NEPAL? </div><div>
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<br /></div><div>kat overseas. negara BUKAN islam. negara2 kuat. semua setara. sama. takde ego itu & ini. theyoll begantong between each other. specialist2 lagi power. their technology is far beyond our achievement. </div><div>
<br /></div><div>boleh je buat? give, and recieve. an eye takes care of another eye. cuz in God's eye, nothing hide.</div><div>
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<br /></div><div>among muslims. among Malaysian ourselves. always ade pemikiran "gua lebey hebat. lu tak bole lebey sikit pon". memang terrrrbaek.</div><div>
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<br /></div><div>tak ke kite ni pathetic?</div><div>
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<br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51); font-family: Verdana, Arial, Tahoma, Calibri, Geneva, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 16px; background-color: rgb(250, 250, 250); ">قلب بين يدي قلب
<br /><b>Kalbon bayna yaday kalb</b>
<br />A heart in (other) heart's hand
<br />May it'd be better translated as soul, but they chose Kalp/heart because feelings in heart
<br />بيد الله كل قلب
<br /><b>Bi Yadi Allah-i kol-lo kalb</b>
<br />(Allah is pronounced as ellahi)
<br />Allah own all hearts
<br />عين ترعى عينا، وعين الله ترعى
<br /><b>Aynon tar3a 3ayna, wa ayno Allah-i tar'a</b>
<br />An eye is nursing another, and Allah (God) is nursing
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<br />كلمة طيبة صدقة
<br /><b>Kalimaton tayibaton sadaka</b>
<br />A good/ king word is an alms (sedekah)
<br />تبسمك لأخيك صدقه
<br /><b>Tabassomoka li akheeka sadaka</b>
<br />*Smiling to your brother is an alms (sedekah)
<br />كل معروف صدقة
<br /><b>Kollo ma3rofin sadaka</b>
<br />All good is alms (sedekah)
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<br />اللهم اشف شفاءً لا يغادر سقماً
<br /><b>**Allahomma ishfi shifa2an la yo3'adiro saqama</b>
<br />O God, heal a full healing that doen't leave any sickness
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<br /></div><div>sekain, trima kasih.</div><div>
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<br /></div><div>p/s: slamat grad wahai sahabat2 soon. kami menunggu dokter yang baik.</div>Azar Azmanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02856100073707556171noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-161390341377241360.post-23316235690687062252011-09-03T23:13:00.010+08:002011-09-03T23:44:39.280+08:00kepepetan kau terserlah la.<a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjJ96p1Ns3vnA15IgMypMZrm8lsOFjXfOONwIzB8TUXAco3Z3rxTSFZSmjJ1aN8cRo4NmxBP00iHcyOFZ0_AcT_gigkhW6GOFZ96hTVS23fdIRWx3DjY632llOkpvt1ZtSVQl41YNWHTmI/s1600/kellan-lutz-wants-his-twitter-account-verified.jpg" onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 267px; height: 400px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjJ96p1Ns3vnA15IgMypMZrm8lsOFjXfOONwIzB8TUXAco3Z3rxTSFZSmjJ1aN8cRo4NmxBP00iHcyOFZ0_AcT_gigkhW6GOFZ96hTVS23fdIRWx3DjY632llOkpvt1ZtSVQl41YNWHTmI/s400/kellan-lutz-wants-his-twitter-account-verified.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5648156420780741474" /></a><div style="text-align: center;">sexy sgt haku nowadays.</div><div style="text-align: center;">
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<br /></div>its true. aku mencacimaki kat blog ni kalo ade isu2 besor je. kalau xde isu nak share, baek ak mengulau mengangkang membesarkan telor.<div>
<br /></div><div>ade satu hanjeng ni...</div><div>
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<br /></div><div>maaaang ai kejam. raye haritu baru mintak maap.</div><div>
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<br /></div><div>pedulik ape? </div><div>
<br /></div><div>ternyate benar. sometimes, SAHABAT ittew adelah MUSIBAT terbesar yang uols penah jumpe dalam idop. depan2 maaaanyak bayek. blakang2 selet taikhidung kat baju Ferragamo u, u know? salah kecik dienlargekan (persis buat penis enlargement dek saiz penis yang tak memenuhi citarasa). salah besar apetah lagi uols?</div><div>
<br /></div><div>bab2 da janji, kensel last2 menet without any sebab al-musabab yang munasabah, haku memang hangin sunggoh.</div><div>
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<br /></div><div>susah2 carik gua la?</div><div>
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<br /></div><div>gua ni ade muke kaunter pusat zakat selangor ke? ade mcm pejabat kadi? ke akak kaunter SYABAS? nak mintak2 simpati. nak all-ears n broad shoulders la konon?</div><div>
<br /></div><div>mase lu dah sesenang, lu MEMANTAT ngan gua? ape punye jenis manusia lu ni?</div><div>
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<br /></div><div>once org buat baek ngan gua, gua konfem treat lu mcm princess punye. once lu da buat hanjeng kali 1st. gua amponkan lu dr ujong kuku tebelah lu, sampai lu punye pubic hair. ni kalau da kali ke-18 tak sesedar lg, xdtg hidayah dek ditutup hijab untok mendapat Rahmah sebab hati yang hitam dek ego melampau, gua mampu lawan balek.</div><div>
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<br /></div><div>mari kite tengok hati sape lebey busuk. isi perot sape lebey hijau.</div><div>
<br /></div><div>mari2 bring it on.</div><div>
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<br /></div><div>i'm gona hate you, so bad, dalam diam2, sampai lu mati kne bukak bumbong punye.</div><div>
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<br /></div><div>teehee.</div><div>
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<br /></div><div>patotla ape yang lu nak achieve slalu lu tak dapat. lu tutop rezeki orang, Allah tutop rezeki lu. dont you realize? cant you see? the tiniest lil thing does make a big differences to your life.</div><div>
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<br /></div><div>p/s: manekan tidak hanjeng tak dibaling batu, kalau berprangai persis hanjeng yang jahat?</div><div>
<br /></div><div>slamat hari raya bitch. aku tutop dah pintu kemaafan untok kau. ; )</div><div>
<br /></div><div>now i'm the bad person?</div>Azar Azmanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02856100073707556171noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-161390341377241360.post-3094113487415649742011-06-13T20:50:00.003+08:002011-06-13T21:03:25.809+08:00Kesah Sahabat & Musibat<div><br /></div><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhefSIj-iiDcaPuhPPRKn5VpmjBwr3jJuLnSLOv2_Gy1n4hndvak_wEJaaz9l0PTClgXs2PDKXIylARPFh5XdRR9bRCMH5EzmvPDTpliEO73DbIv8Yoht199VqaYaP4C9ZRBAZLtr-FbCM/s1600/207909_105139132903556_100002224082881_49839_2880068_n.jpg" onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 299px; height: 400px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhefSIj-iiDcaPuhPPRKn5VpmjBwr3jJuLnSLOv2_Gy1n4hndvak_wEJaaz9l0PTClgXs2PDKXIylARPFh5XdRR9bRCMH5EzmvPDTpliEO73DbIv8Yoht199VqaYaP4C9ZRBAZLtr-FbCM/s400/207909_105139132903556_100002224082881_49839_2880068_n.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5617688083224212930" /></a><div style="text-align: center;">takde motif. peringatan untok sape2 yang tak beniat untok terrrbuat baby. tapi ade niat untok bunoh baby lepas terrrrbuat.</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div><br /><div style="text-align: center;">regarding to my status FB. sebab keciwa bak lagu2 rossa. taknak. nggak bisa caras sape2. tak elok. buruk perangai. tak slesai problem der.</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">suke hati uols nak ape mau bikin. tapi ingat. and eye for an eye. ape lu bagi. lu dapat balek. aummmmmmm</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">p/s: ganung VS klate. hobin jang hobin TATAP manjadik pojaan hatiku.</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div></div>Azar Azmanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02856100073707556171noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-161390341377241360.post-27736213688273699662011-06-10T23:36:00.009+08:002011-06-11T00:06:38.078+08:00lembutkan hatiku, wahai Allah.<div style="text-align: justify;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br /></div><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEitgHOZG5oz50ZWMWo28xZloKD-ycmdKnlzAgOaIfABkryAae4ZngbEf-R2rJ2xXG9TY2nJRUucwVsgK2Mwf0v-cfcNzTT_NE81nSP-W52x8Jadlw0eD-EB1duIN-tvClSevQaEr0JqD0c/s1600/Angry-birds-peace-treaty.jpg" onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}"><img style="text-align: justify;display: block; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: auto; margin-bottom: 10px; margin-left: auto; cursor: pointer; width: 400px; height: 244px; " src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEitgHOZG5oz50ZWMWo28xZloKD-ycmdKnlzAgOaIfABkryAae4ZngbEf-R2rJ2xXG9TY2nJRUucwVsgK2Mwf0v-cfcNzTT_NE81nSP-W52x8Jadlw0eD-EB1duIN-tvClSevQaEr0JqD0c/s400/Angry-birds-peace-treaty.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5616621216931994882" /></a><div style="text-align: justify;">anda burung ke, anda babi? ke anda telor?</div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br /></div><div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: justify;">lembutkan hati. so x cepat marah. so x cepat simpan dendam. so cepat forgive and forget.</div><div style="text-align: justify;">lembutkan akal. so senang absorb bende2 baek. so senang perah bende2 x elok keluar.</div><div style="text-align: justify;">lembutkan perangai. no no. thats wrong. pondan arbok pulak. i jantan sgt ok. havang2.</div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: justify;">gua memang baran. silap sikit naek penampor. echechehh. takdela saiko cenggitu. mood swing saje. sabab musabab di-dump ex, kate theyolls, gua ni bipolar. entah? kakak Gaga kate, i was born this way. entah.</div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: justify;">marah kalau penat. marah bertempat. bukan baran tak tentu pasal. pernah tanye knape gua marah x? pernah tanye diri sendiri knape buat orang marah x? penah cakap kat gua tak, kenape lu marah kat gua?</div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: justify;">amarah from syaitonirrojim xde end. sebab, you see, koneksi conversation putus sekerat jalan. xde input. motifnye ade. tapi base on bisikan iblyss. and ego nafsu serakah. meaning, it will end camtu je. takde conclusion. good conclusion. for sure.</div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: justify;">jenis marah.</div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: justify;">ade AMPAT jenis je untok gua.</div><div><ul><li style="text-align: justify;">marah jenis mak2 ayah menyumpah anak2 dehaka. marah sesangat2. marah yang menyebabkan orang yang dimarah tu tak bole ceom bau syurga. akutttt!</li></ul><ul><li style="text-align: justify;">marah dendam kesumat rase nak santau simpan sampai mati x sudah2. boleh x becakap, x betegur sampai few years. sampai mati pon ade. sampai la orang yang dimarah tu sujod ciom kakai comolot segale mintak ampon, tegur dulu, then buat macam nothing happen. means theyolls adelah the biggest winner. means theyolls la yang paling benarrrrrr tak penah buat silap sikit pon. means diorang adelah makhluk perfect.</li></ul><ul><li style="text-align: justify;">marah tingtong. amarah skejap2 datang. bahaye sebab tak betempat. tapi tak bepanjangan. kejap je. macam traffic light kat wangse maju. kejap sangat. marah macam pompuan period. tapi laaagi short term. few hours to few second je. marah menyampah. meluat. uwekk uwekkkk. lepastu ok. tak perlu nak say sorry. nak pujok2 laaagi la tak penting. ttibe da ok je. lupe "ehhh what happened? i did that?"</li></ul><ul><li style="text-align: justify;">marah drama. sajo dibuek2. bende yang takde, ade. benda yang tak nampak, ditunjok. bende yang tipu, sume benerrrrr. sepisis ngan amarah dendam kesumat. tapi laen2 mak, satu bapak. marah untok take things for granted. marah untok dapat attention. jenis yg paleng annoying. mood orang gile neh bole jangkit ngan orang keliling. last2 sume orang mengamok sambel menghempas2 barang mase bekeje, dan membuat muke pantat hayam.</li></ul><div style="text-align: justify;">lu tak penah marah? eee tipu.</div></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: justify;">ni yang gua hangin nehhhhhh. ttibe.</div><div><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><img src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjsIISopBGGljiTo3TFpDWFGlsL3AiBCfNAs0jJIZQVqtVLReY3OCyP2y_VqSEal9ZSwWEQobr6M80PwT385n0UlVEdDU_K-J-uyZJ8Cf4VicwzNNQrx5STXEQ9Y2pLNzJyoIX_YJNDfgo/s400/34599_411121757604_623132604_4596891_2788171_n.jpg" /></div></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">p/s: i need a timeout.</div>Azar Azmanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02856100073707556171noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-161390341377241360.post-10592895601222295532011-06-10T15:24:00.010+08:002011-06-10T16:08:38.165+08:00Sixth Month<div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><img src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjSWfyjnUq58hpm5rIRUWfpjXj40_HrVOqJczid3_9rjWpxetJNp_maAVWng2tYuUkmcbX5QEjDnQyNlT-Mby2W2lLEZo0n5J_feZHc0xKs8eOGkXOpAunv0bQG0P3aqeqsK-s3AAXBoig/s400/229581_10150186844637605_623132604_7065840_4241526_n.jpg" style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 400px; height: 224px;" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5616492536398001026" /><img src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEibi-tAIshFOCwtlvAIBSfJwfNineSRiIC9LaVuYCVRzI-mqDNg9K8_rqw0ToJZeI9VTP6CMd64uHozZLMay5ihJHE8U0bPp-Tn4szn2TQ_A0dIjhSI5FBz_-rSSzlFFe8hxdf_M1bn23o/s400/231088_10150186844682605_623132604_7065841_5772433_n.jpg" style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 400px; height: 224px;" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5616492833834878626" /><div style="text-align: center;">ape?</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span"><u><br /></u></span></div>6 bulan tangan dan mulot gua menahan dirik dari melacur kat blog ni. cobaan membuat blog baru PHAILED. lupe teros URL nye. konon2 hazab nak start new life. bile pikir2, orang kate idop ibarat RODA. choy sunggoh. sgt true. pusing2 kesitu balek. improvement ade. shitness juge konfem2 la wujud. tak gitu?<div><br /></div><div>Jumaat. hari baik. haram mencarut. dan membebel perkare yang xde pekdah. lebey2 lagi yang mengaibkan orang. eh? mane boleyy. haruss carot. tapi tanak start lagi. awal2 ni, biar warm up dulu. "ANAK-ANAKKU, MAK DA KEMBALI~" pose mak Ponyo balek lepas swimming. (Ponyo by Hayao Miyazaki)</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div>kekuatan untok bangkit kembali. lihat2 entry2 lepas. penoh ngan despair and komplen kan? skarang tak. gua kuat. persis kak Mary J Blige memprotect hak2 pompuan dari di abuse. persis beyonce jugek girls rule out the world. la tahzan. ape barang sedih2? blog dari ati ke ati jadi blog garangg.</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>....</div><div><br /></div><div><img src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgt3hI248Kqp89_PXgj-OVRu9-TV3WTUnJE26xTdC1y4aQi5qSV0UHCXkE9OElWBpzln-KUupVowTXvd9ooeGOcpp2aN9FkuxjI9oRrIXw65-n3FALGcKe4hoZ-jBn3eDbG1wADmU9VvIo/s400/baby-shower-cake.jpg" style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 400px; height: 300px;" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5616492424159862834" /></div><div>behempas pulas la berdrama ngan bos mengapply half day harini. konon banyak keje nak dibuat. MEMANG banyak pon. orang yang diharap paham pon tak paham-paham bahase. dengan pastry nye. dengan oncall nye. dengan bahagi mase ngan yang tesayang nye. ngan penat lelah nye.</div><div><br /></div><div>tak gune nagging. tak gune komplen. bak kate kak mah kundur, "buat la segale bende ngan penoh kaseh sayang". tapi kaseh sayang orang tak nampak macam sebunjut not duet ketas RM50. so kasik kaseh sayang pon, orang still buat dono. i was like, hell yeah. lantakkan saje.</div><div><br /></div><div>gamba kek atas ni la cadangnye nk buat surprise anna. lari bajet la pulak. CIMB islamic gua da macam IV saline drip pulak. kalau tak lock nafsunye, mengalir kering. tapi kalau drip, patient segar bugar dek keosmosisan saline 0.9% ittew. tapi gua mati kontang dek fulus gonee.</div><div><br /></div><div>gaji gua tak banyak. gua kuli je. tu sebab gua jual kek lagi bhai. lu ape tau? lu laen la. ade orang bele. echewah.</div><div><br /></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; line-height: 14px; ">"life's not about the people who act true to your face. it's about the people who remain true behind your back. sometimes we expect more from others because we would be willing to do that much more for them. bodoh kan?"</span></div><div><br /></div><div>orang2 kat sekeliling maken berpaling. ape salah silap sile la bagitau. anda nak tau ape salah silap uols? sile tanye. connection. 2 wayconversation. x salah. tudoh2. balas2 dendam. paling2 muke diam tak becakap. kalau becakap pon, macam Hitler bagi command.</div><div><br /></div><div>NAK TAU ATI SAPE LAGI BUSUK? sorry. i xde mase untok layan drama uols. drama Nora Elena bodo yang mak gua suke sgt nengok tu pon gua tak layan. xde mase nk fighting2 arguing2. gua OK-kan saje. ape nk buat, buat. ape nak jadi, jadi la. penat. tawar hati. pusing2 bende yang same. no end.</div><div><br /></div><div>langit tak slalu cerah. kulet i pon x slalu cerah beseri. kadang2 kering sangat dek ekon kuat kat dalam spital. cenggitu la life. an eye for an eye. forgive and forget. give and take. you fuck me i fuck you back. you slap me? xpela. nanti ade mase, you terrrr-slap diri you balek. duakali lebeyhebat dr tamparan wanita ittew.</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>mane anak kucen hitamputih yang baru datang 2-3 ari lepas neh? dibawak lari and disodomi-kah? baru nk gaul ikan bilis ngan nasik ni.</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>p/s: kanda jadi celake? didnda jadik cibainye. :D</div><div><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 11px; line-height: 14px;"><br /></span></span></div>Azar Azmanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02856100073707556171noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-161390341377241360.post-32470065229739976712011-01-03T00:44:00.007+08:002011-01-03T01:29:15.526+08:00surat kiriman tak rasmi, KBSM, 2011<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhPmbfzR02kfcF0EUW3qef3tVdBsSc6l4Xbi34gt-ZGQpYsNc1yEvVXPaoedgVJ-uA5eq0IMzHTP0JGd32moRl7OmjAFNST2PVP2uJeG_u5SGeJrhXfOoIK-GHxmNtqymMFo0yY0_d4vCw/s1600/DSC01631.JPG"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 400px; height: 224px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhPmbfzR02kfcF0EUW3qef3tVdBsSc6l4Xbi34gt-ZGQpYsNc1yEvVXPaoedgVJ-uA5eq0IMzHTP0JGd32moRl7OmjAFNST2PVP2uJeG_u5SGeJrhXfOoIK-GHxmNtqymMFo0yY0_d4vCw/s400/DSC01631.JPG" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5557639908231411602" /></a><br />Kehadapan,<div><br /><div><br /></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" >BellaGhazali.</span></div><div><i>i'm so gonna miss you babe. best gurlfren ever. jaga diri elok2. kalau nak balek ke, emergency ke, roger gua/daos. we'll stand by you. 24/7. blaja elok2. da nak abes da ni. lu bantai sume paper kasi dekan sem ni. jgn sebok2 hal2 x penting. xde makanan, masak, pegi beli kat che gu, etc. pandai2 nak hidop, da besar. jgn rewang2 dah. study banyak2 sampai muntah. take care n lotsa hugs.</i></div><div><br /></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" >PajHasim.</span></div><div><i>nak abes da woohoo! 12 weeks clinical kat hospital lebey bemakne dr mengadap lecturer dudok kunyah apam balik dalam class slame 12 weeks. slamat carik tajok. goodluck buat asessment betol2. kitai mane2 part yang bole kitai. kautim mane2 part yang bole kautim. mane tak sure, tanya. senang je nak dekan. jangan risau. 2 bintang tunggu lu ujong taun ni. grab em. love.</i></div><div><br /></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" >AyongAzman.</span></div><div><i>TOLONG, buat yang TERBAEK this time. xde rezeki gua nak grad dulu/abes same2 dr ko. jangan extend2 suda. takde alasan x bole buat da. bukan subject science. CTU pon kantoi memang nak kne trajang ngan aku buat malu makbapak je. jage diri elok2 ko x biase dudok jaoh. gua rindu ko. takde sape nak <span class="Apple-style-span"><b>muaythai</b></span> ngan gua kat rumah. xde sape nak sidai sependa gua da. xde sape nak denga bebel ibu on behalf of pihak gua da. i am soo gona miss you. jaga diri. KAU WAGHIH DEN.</i></div><div><br /></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span">RadiographerBatch12.</span></div><div><i>seriously, nak je gua sorok lu orang punye status update one by one. sangat2 envious. yay class da start segale kalah budak masok darjah 1. NYAMPAHHH UOLS!. tapi, rezeki dah tertulis untok lu orang camtu. keep uols punye effort. gua sokong (sambil melopong melepek keje kedai kopi meleleh saliva). good luck, and all the best. doa lu orang success sampai mati. insyaAllah.</i></div><div><br /></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span">Winners2011.</span></div><div><i>kpade sesape yang gua tak larat nak sebot nama, wish u all the best, thank Allah sebab dapat ape yang korang nak. syukur, bukannye mintak lebey banyak tamak gile BAGI AKU SKET LA? ttibe. xde. memaen. maaf emo, baru baek tonsilitis. yang dapat keje baru, anak baru, adek baru, mak baru, kete baru, blaja tempat baru, laki baru, bini baru, spek mate baru, segale la. alhamdulillah. hepinye aku nengok lu orang. <b>be thankful.</b> jangan "ala da dpt keje tapi gaji ciput!". think about orang yg jobless. please.</i></div><div><br /></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span">Losers2011.</span></div><div><i>sabar. ade jalan lain untok lu. lu akan menang besar nanti. sabar.</i></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">salam 2011. maaf lame x post. sebok mencarik jalan keluar.</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>yang benar,</div><div><br /></div><div>AzarAzman.</div><div><br /></div></div>Azar Azmanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02856100073707556171noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-161390341377241360.post-5287336702995301232010-12-28T20:50:00.004+08:002010-12-28T21:30:22.749+08:00La Tahzan. please abang yon. please.everytime nak masok awal taun, or tengah taun. gua mule sentap. tengok kawan2 bikin status happy kepuasan x tehingga dek nikmat tuntot ilmu.<div><br /></div><div><ul><li>kawan2! rumah sewa suda okay! see u next week!</li><li>bestnye start class! sem 4 suda! x saba nak grad!</li><li>duet JPA masok! duet MARA masok! woohoo!</li></ul><div>dalam ati gua, Allah je tau. betape jeles ya amat, betape despairnye ati tesalah pileh jalan. yang dikejor x dapat. yang tengah kendong, cicior. ke Allah saje buat jalan laen, laen dari orang laen? </div></div><div><br /></div><div>still, x nampak pelangi. gelap. macam nak ribut balek. harapan tinggi. macam gunong. tinggi lagi. tapi mesti x jadi. subhanallah, absolutely nothing happen. ayong suro sabor. member2 suro sabor. ibu ayah x kuwa sepatah da. speechless. sabor. saborrrrrrrrrrrr.</div><div><br /></div><div>but.</div><div><br /></div><div>stiap kali rase tegantung, mesti Allah loose-kan balek tali gantong yang mencerot leher jinjang neh. </div><div><br /></div><div>shared from aria annabel arezena. kawan ayong.</div><div><br /></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; line-height: 16px; "><p style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; text-align: left; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; line-height: 1.5em; color: rgb(51, 51, 51); "><i>Terdapat beberapa perkara yang mempunyai kaitan dengan kesusahan atau secara lebih khusus sebagai penyebab ditimpa kesusahan dan penderitaan yang mana pada kebiasaannya kita mengambil ringan tentang perkara tersebut. Dalam kitab Al-Barakah fi Fadhl Lis Sa'yi Wal Harakah yang disusun oleh Abi Abdillah Muhammad bin Abdul Rahman Al-Habsyi telah diterangkan perkara yang mempunyai hubung kait dengan kesusahan seseorang.</i></p><p style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; text-align: left; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; line-height: 1.5em; color: rgb(51, 51, 51); "><i><br /></i></p><p style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; text-align: left; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; line-height: 1.5em; color: rgb(51, 51, 51); "><i> </i></p><p style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; text-align: left; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; line-height: 1.5em; "><i><span class="Apple-style-span">1. Tidak sembahyang atau solat.</span></i></p><p style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; text-align: left; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; line-height: 1.5em; "><i><span class="Apple-style-span">2. Tidak membaca Bismillah ketika hendak makan.</span></i></p><p style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; text-align: left; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; line-height: 1.5em; color: rgb(51, 51, 51); "><i>3. Makan atas pinggan yang terbalik.</i></p><p style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; text-align: left; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; line-height: 1.5em; "><i><span class="Apple-style-span">4. Memakai kasut atau sandal memulakan sebelah kiri.</span></i></p><p style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; text-align: left; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; line-height: 1.5em; color: rgb(51, 51, 51); "><i>5. Menganggap ringan apa-apa yang terjatuh dalam hidangan makanan.</i></p><p style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; text-align: left; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; line-height: 1.5em; "><i><span class="Apple-style-span">6. Berwuduk di tempat buang air besar atau air kecil.</span></i></p><p style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; text-align: left; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; line-height: 1.5em; color: rgb(51, 51, 51); "><i>7. Suka bersandar pada pintu rumah.</i></p><p style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; text-align: left; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; line-height: 1.5em; color: rgb(51, 51, 51); "><i>8. Suka duduk di atas tangga.</i></p><p style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; text-align: left; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; line-height: 1.5em; color: rgb(51, 51, 51); "><i>9. Membiasakan diri mencuci tangan di dalam pinggan selepas makan.</i></p><p style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; text-align: left; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; line-height: 1.5em; color: rgb(51, 51, 51); "><i>10. Membasuh tangan dengan tanah atau bekas tepung.</i></p><p style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; text-align: left; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; line-height: 1.5em; "><i><span class="Apple-style-span">11. Tidak membersihkan rumah.</span></i></p><p style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; text-align: left; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; line-height: 1.5em; color: rgb(51, 51, 51); "><i>12. Membuang sampah atau menyapu dengan kain.</i></p><p style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; text-align: left; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; line-height: 1.5em; color: rgb(51, 51, 51); "><i>13. Suka membersihkan rumah pada waktu malam.</i></p><p style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; text-align: left; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; line-height: 1.5em; color: rgb(51, 51, 51); "><i>14. Suka tidur di atas muka.</i></p><p style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; text-align: left; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; line-height: 1.5em; color: rgb(51, 51, 51); "><i>15. Membakar kulit bawang.</i></p><p style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; text-align: left; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; line-height: 1.5em; color: rgb(51, 51, 51); "><i>16. Menjahit baju yang sedang dipakai.</i></p><p style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; text-align: left; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; line-height: 1.5em; "><i><span class="Apple-style-span">17. Mengelap muka dengan baju.</span></i></p><p style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; text-align: left; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; line-height: 1.5em; "><i><span class="Apple-style-span">18. Berdiri sambil bercekak pinggang.</span></i></p><p style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; text-align: left; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; line-height: 1.5em; "><i><span class="Apple-style-span">19. Tidur tidak memakai baju.</span></i></p><p style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; text-align: left; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; line-height: 1.5em; color: rgb(51, 51, 51); "><i>20. Makan sebelum mandi hadas.</i></p><p style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; text-align: left; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; line-height: 1.5em; "><i><span class="Apple-style-span">21. Tergesa-gesa keluar dari masjid selepas menunaikan solat subuh.</span></i></p><p style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; text-align: left; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; line-height: 1.5em; color: rgb(51, 51, 51); "><i>22. Pergi ke pasar sebelum matahari terbit.</i></p><p style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; text-align: left; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; line-height: 1.5em; color: rgb(51, 51, 51); "><i>23. Lambat pulang dari masjid.</i></p><p style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; text-align: left; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; line-height: 1.5em; color: rgb(51, 51, 51); "><i>24. Doakan perkara yang tidak baik terhadap ibu bapa dan anak-anak.</i></p><p style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; text-align: left; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; line-height: 1.5em; color: rgb(51, 51, 51); "><i>25. Kebiasaan tidak menutup makan yang dihidangkan.</i></p><p style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; text-align: left; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; line-height: 1.5em; "><i><span class="Apple-style-span">26. Suka memadam pelita dengan nafas.</span></i></p><p style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; text-align: left; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; line-height: 1.5em; color: rgb(51, 51, 51); "><i> 27. Membuang kutu kepala dalam keadaan hidup.</i></p><p style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; text-align: left; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; line-height: 1.5em; "><i><span class="Apple-style-span">28. Membasuh kaki dengan tangan kanan.</span></i></p><p style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; text-align: left; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; line-height: 1.5em; color: rgb(51, 51, 51); "><i>29. Membuang air kecil pada air yang mengalir.</i></p><p style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; text-align: left; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; line-height: 1.5em; "><i><span class="Apple-style-span">30. Memakai seluar sambil berdiri.</span></i></p><p style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; text-align: left; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; line-height: 1.5em; color: rgb(51, 51, 51); "><i>31. Memakai serban sambil duduk.</i></p><p style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; text-align: left; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; line-height: 1.5em; color: rgb(51, 51, 51); "><i>32. Mandi junub di tempat buang air atau tempat najis.</i></p><p style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; text-align: left; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; line-height: 1.5em; "><i><span class="Apple-style-span">33. Makan dengan menggunakan dua jari.</span></i></p><p style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; text-align: left; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; line-height: 1.5em; color: rgb(51, 51, 51); "><i>34. Berjalan di antara kambing.</i></p><p style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; text-align: left; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; line-height: 1.5em; "><i><span class="Apple-style-span">35. Berjalan di antara dua perempuan.</span></i></p><p style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; text-align: left; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; line-height: 1.5em; color: rgb(51, 51, 51); "><i>36. Suka mempermainkan janggut.</i></p><p style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; text-align: left; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; line-height: 1.5em; "><i><span class="Apple-style-span">37. Suka meletakkan jari jemari tangan pada bahagian lutut.</span></i></p><p style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; text-align: left; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; line-height: 1.5em; "><i><span class="Apple-style-span">38.Meletakkan tapak tangan pada hidung.</span></i></p><p style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; text-align: left; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; line-height: 1.5em; color: rgb(51, 51, 51); "><i>39.Suka menggigit kuku dengan mulut.</i></p><p style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; text-align: left; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; line-height: 1.5em; "><i><span class="Apple-style-span">40.Mendedahkan aurat di bawah sinaran matahari dan bulan.</span></i></p><p style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; text-align: left; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; line-height: 1.5em; color: rgb(51, 51, 51); "><i>41.Mengadap kiblat ketika membuang air besar atau air kecil.</i></p><p style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; text-align: left; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; line-height: 1.5em; "><i><span class="Apple-style-span">42.Menguap ketika solat.</span></i></p><p style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; text-align: left; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; line-height: 1.5em; color: rgb(51, 51, 51); "><i>43.Meludah di tempat buang air besar atau air kecil.</i></p><p style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; text-align: left; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; line-height: 1.5em; color: rgb(51, 51, 51); "><br /></p></span></div><div>banyaknye khilaf.</div><div><br /></div><div>ade je pelangi. gua je tak nampak.</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>...</div>Azar Azmanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02856100073707556171noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-161390341377241360.post-26867477391692738542010-12-23T02:19:00.008+08:002010-12-23T02:51:21.852+08:00lepas ribut, Allah kasi pelangi.<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEg_69yISrSFTRG89jHTbtnOWR143800BYDqtXTIRD1bSCR6PQv_4qmPkDdMhjQk41pbywIWkXKA79LjbpnbAGvJk4jLl9fS4P72VtZATcPOsJORTEW9eQsj5iU8mAEKt0LJ9LsWBgIyhns/s1600/Hantu+Kak+Limah+Balik+Rumah+4.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 400px; height: 261px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEg_69yISrSFTRG89jHTbtnOWR143800BYDqtXTIRD1bSCR6PQv_4qmPkDdMhjQk41pbywIWkXKA79LjbpnbAGvJk4jLl9fS4P72VtZATcPOsJORTEW9eQsj5iU8mAEKt0LJ9LsWBgIyhns/s400/Hantu+Kak+Limah+Balik+Rumah+4.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5553580691334493618" /></a><div style="text-align: center;">mukaddimah. xde kene mengene ngan repekan tengah malam ni. sape stuju, sile angkat tangan mcm saye. *pose ala ex penari kebudayaan.</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">balas2 surat chenta~.</div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span"><u><br /></u></span></div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; color: rgb(51, 51, 51); "><i>~"alhamdulillah, it went well and smooth. the HOD is such a nice guy. en S namenye. so frenly, die yg greet org mase tgh lost dalam hospital separoh siap tu.<br /><br />subhanallah, the interview tu rase mcm sekejap sgt. xtau la both en. S ngan madam HR tu nak cepat ke hape. but most of the time they laugh and smile. i hope thats a good sign.<br /><br />ade lg sorang pariya td. die dtg interview for the same post jugak. i was sceptical jugak, sebab HR tu kate nak multiracial employee. so raye xde sape2 nk amek cuti.<br /><br />so i tibai je, sy xde kampong. kampong kL. work during raya is not a problem for me at all. dlm CV pon tulis "able to do oncalls and work on festives season".<br /><br />i hope there's a slight chance for me, to work there. but i x put high hope. takot despair. memang da tawakkal, but it seems like i av to continue working kat kedai kopi kak limah dulu sebelum bende laen jadik kan. teehee.<br /><br />they said they'll call me back, tp MasyaAllah lupe nak tanye "bile ye nk call balek?". silly me. xpela. ade rezeki, ade la. hoping a continuous Doa from u kakak."~ (post di edit dr article asal. sikit je).</i></span><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; color: rgb(51, 51, 51); "><i><br /></i></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span">bende yang paling susah skali nak buat, is, to listen well. to think rationally. and to guide.</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; color: rgb(51, 51, 51); "><i>kakak</i> is a good listener. a problem-solver. ala2 penasihat. the only one who gua need the most. and the one thank the most. for listening. sayang lu banyak2 la.</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; color: rgb(51, 51, 51); "><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; color: rgb(51, 51, 51); "><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" ><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" ><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; color: rgb(51, 51, 51); "><img src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhb5X3NjWc44qoY9gOXnv_3giOMCXIxuetGhyvAovHxftabLSJHqxF7c5nODBFFDO60jh-4GQDylJf_6o6z5NEv3k3sdNbCnZJGSuNs_E_ZPgpdnfGRIyLPBMxTP-fky09Hy_df4I7ep1Q/s400/kak+limah.jpg" /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; color: rgb(51, 51, 51); ">nak tengok banyak2 kali. sampai muntah.</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span">p/s: rase macam nak merempit balek.</span></div><div>p/s lagik: sume yang begelar EX, adelah saiko, obsessive, x puas ati manjang. ade sebab lu jadik ex. kalau xde sebab munasabah, lu x jadik EX. move on, kalau rase x brape bodo. and kalau da move on, still rase x bodo, jangan sebok hal orang suda. yes. sharing is caring. caring is loving. loving is not necessarily fucking. sudahhhhhhhhhhhh. byk keje laen bole buat. pegi class fardhu ain lagi banyak pekdah. okay. istighfar.</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>...</div><div><span class="Apple-style-span"><br /></span></div>Azar Azmanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02856100073707556171noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-161390341377241360.post-12436431626482609912010-12-14T00:42:00.003+08:002010-12-14T01:06:01.257+08:00say my name. say my name.<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEi32gbKeNedzC3n9fw5nsR4nVkZ9axLTma_wFbOUyhzzsf1NppLscpgKnfy_c9SODq5nHDOqdwfxA7HJWEo03qOjPoNtxUbgeJuNQBFc3xRlE_9iNVvg5_oXNQjbb-V_j_96gHwL3VL_c4/s1600/DSC00240.JPG"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 400px; height: 224px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEi32gbKeNedzC3n9fw5nsR4nVkZ9axLTma_wFbOUyhzzsf1NppLscpgKnfy_c9SODq5nHDOqdwfxA7HJWEo03qOjPoNtxUbgeJuNQBFc3xRlE_9iNVvg5_oXNQjbb-V_j_96gHwL3VL_c4/s400/DSC00240.JPG" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5550212836267131026" /></a><br /><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: arial; font-size: 13px; color: rgb(25, 25, 25); line-height: 20px; "><i><br /></i></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: arial; font-size: 13px; color: rgb(25, 25, 25); line-height: 20px; "><i>“Sesungguhnya <span style="font-weight: bold; ">aku hanyalah mengadukan kesusahan dan dukacitaku kepada Allah </span>dan aku mengetahui (dengan perantaraan wahyu) dari Allah, apa yang kamu tidak mengetahuinya.' - Yusuf ayat 84-86.</i></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: arial; font-size: 13px; color: rgb(25, 25, 25); line-height: 20px; "><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 20px;"><br /></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 20px;"><br /></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 20px;"><br /></span></span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 20px;">curik kat blog Faisal Tehrani, quoted from Al-Quran.</span></span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 20px;"><br /></span></span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 20px;">Allah suroh nangis. Allah tak kate pon "hey jangan nanges. dosa". xde. kalo ade, lu tunjok gua. oke?</span></span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 20px;"><br /></span></span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 20px;">orang mlayu kate (orang mlayu la yang paleng kuat cocok kan? carot ai kalau gua salah), jantan nanges x macho la. bapok. pondan arbok. lempuan. jiwang. etc. aii, suke pon salah. nanges pon salah. motep?</span></span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 20px;"><br /></span></span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 20px;">meh gua promot. banyakkan reading. jangan jahil ikot sedap ati. kalau ati tu cantek becahaye takpe. bace blog ni. cantik. gua addicted. agak skema. tak sebiadab blog gua. tapi, yes. addicted suda.</span></span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 20px;"><br /></span></span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 20px;"><a href="http://tehranifaisal.blogspot.com/">http://tehranifaisal.blogspot.com/</a></span></span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span">besok jugak gua menggerakkan pungkok, mencarik permanent job yang betol2 permanent punye. tak macam buat kek. kejap menerap. kejap fesbuk. kejap tengok Do Re Mi. kejap sambong bancuh balek. kejap verangan. kejap kek bantat. kejap frust. kejap fedap. pastu fakap. modal ibu kuwa. duet untung ibu dapat ciput. yeah. the truth. sangat2 tak berguna gua ni. xpe ibu. orang doakan ibu hari2. all the time. sedekah ibu ayah surah Ar-Rahman everyday. mase ibu still idup ni. kite x kaye skarang bu. kemudian nanti, ade la tu. Allah tu extremely kaya.</span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span">knape surah Ar Rahman? taktau. surah feveret gua.</span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span">sudah. sudah sampai limit.</span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span">tak kesah graduan Radiology UaiTM keje kedai kasot ke, keje kedai makan ke, keje cekgu tusyen ke. gua nak carik duet. skati gua la nak keje mane pon? mase gua susah ade lu kasi duet? so stop judging people yang lu even x kenal luar dalam, and teruskan sedekah doa. i will thank you for that. cuz i need that the most.</span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span">tengok orang dapat keje senang lenang. mencurah2. ya Allah. gua envy. gile jeles sial! syaiton nir rojim punye keje. "jeles lagi! jeles lagi! benci die! benci! putus asa! Allah x fair ngan ko! stop beharap kat Allah". besarnye khilaf. tapi alhamdulillah gua tak hekot cakap makhluk api ittew.</span> </div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: justify;">"xpela. rezeki die. ade untok ai nanti, ade la"</div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span">moga ade rezeki besok.</span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 20px;"><br /></span></span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 20px;"><br /></span></span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 20px;">p/s:</span></span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 20px;"><br /></span></span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 20px;">daos, ade rezeki tu. lapang sebelum sempit. sempit sebelom lapang. sabar. rahmah. bukan musibah.</span></span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 20px;"><br /></span></span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 20px;">bella, get well soon. hari ke-5 sakit kuat. risau la.</span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 20px;"><br /></span></span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 20px;"><br /></span></span></div>Azar Azmanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02856100073707556171noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-161390341377241360.post-33133008809297590122010-12-07T20:25:00.003+08:002010-12-07T21:12:36.213+08:00Sahabat? ke Musibat? or hanye Kelibat? yang Tesumbat?<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEg0FfeX-DtKfG23t-qY5cnEbbuvN-vd76xrHxi3EC2I5VjtQ8EAGxh7sfZ4uKMUczA0YJpsezKS9aeiioRxUZKy-LoaA4iRoAXvPOPMArrEo70ucyXPjt14r3Oe2MoK2BgFn_qK2VN1Auc/s1600/DSC01441.JPG"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 400px; height: 224px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEg0FfeX-DtKfG23t-qY5cnEbbuvN-vd76xrHxi3EC2I5VjtQ8EAGxh7sfZ4uKMUczA0YJpsezKS9aeiioRxUZKy-LoaA4iRoAXvPOPMArrEo70ucyXPjt14r3Oe2MoK2BgFn_qK2VN1Auc/s400/DSC01441.JPG" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5547925422236502978" /></a><div style="text-align: center;">chemong. the kuceng.</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div><br /></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 14px; ">kalau nak tolong orang, bia tolong sampai abes. takyah cakap je brapi, in the end, bunyik pon tadak. tak tedaye nak tolong, cakap awal. x baek bagi org tunggu mcm org gile clueless nan desperet. kalau x ikhlas, xyah buat.~</span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 14px; "><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 14px; ">penah x lu orang ade member mintak tolong tatkala dorang tengah sempit sesak segale?</span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 14px; ">penah x lu mintak tolong kat member2, tatkala lu sesak sedeh sempet senak segale?</span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 14px; "><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 14px; ">penah x denga "gua akan tolong lu. lu jangan risau"</span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 14px; "><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 14px; ">or</span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 14px; "><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 14px; ">"lu jangan risau. gua tolong lu sampai lu sakses".</span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 14px; "><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 14px; ">salah tu. salah sangat2 tau x. instead, cakap je "i see what i can do okay?"</span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 14px; "><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 14px; ">gua rase x snonoh la kasik false hope kat orang? cane kalau lu xley nak proceed ape yang lu da "janji", walopon x tempik word "i janji yaw!". sendri mau paham. sendri mau hengat.</span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 14px; "><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 14px; ">yang gua bengang, taip makhluk bodo mogira yang senyap terus, bile tau kite susah, nan jatoh lebey susah, nak recall la kalau2 hado brite pasal ape bende yang bole die tolong (as secare propa die kabor nak tolong ngan sedaye upaya mungken), teros senyap, ala2 mati mengejot kne bakar dek pariya estet.</span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 14px; "><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 14px; ">x elok kasi false hope kat orang. kalau x mampu, cakap x mampu. awal2. memang weolls taktau what lies ahead in the future, so mid ur words bile lantang becakap. </span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 14px; "><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 14px; ">macam gua. x larat amek order kek banyak2. pastu cakap ngan kastemer. yes. ai bole siapkan order yu. kite contact balek soon. pape ai infom yu.</span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 14px; "><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 14px; ">pastu, abes deadline, gua tak infom itu kastemer. gua senyap2. kastemer call, msg etc gua x angkat. last2 habok pon tadak. kalo lu jadik kastemer, ape lu feel? elok kah? fakap kah?</span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 14px; "><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 14px; "><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 14px; "><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 14px; ">well. another lesson learned.</span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 14px; "><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 14px; ">bukan sume orang bole bikin kawan. kadang2 yang lawan tu la kawan. yang kawan tu la setan.</span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 14px; ">a big no no untok tadah2 belas kesian. kalau makhluk tu da tolong, dengan sunggoh2, ikhlas segale, sume lancar. die sendri akan approach lu.</span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 14px; ">bak kate usen, orang kalau ikhlas, x tunjok, even x cakap pon "yes i will help uolls!". terus buat. wujod ke? or juz dalam drama? serious shit. gua taktau la plak kan.</span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 14px; "><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 14px; ">suke la tengok Angin Rindu Sarajevo. ttibe.</span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 14px; "><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 14px; ">anyways</span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 14px; "><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 14px; "><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 14px; "><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 14px; "><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 14px; ">thank you. for everything. this frenship is for keep. x kesah la keep dalam fridge ke. jpeg format ke. bawah tilam ke. putus sedara itu kafir. fasik. so gua tak bole nak cakap ape da la kan.</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 14px; "><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 14px; "><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 14px; "><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 14px; ">p/s: Alhamdulillah.</span></div>Azar Azmanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02856100073707556171noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-161390341377241360.post-31382693220974960182010-12-06T21:58:00.013+08:002010-12-06T23:21:28.575+08:00Bukan Musibah, Tapi Rahmah.<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiRwwuYxTNUlg1mauxluYnYm-7JU071rJpUqvlOsZQkR42zE2x2tZh26piCJf6U9rbCz_Bo_gwsROB-nMml75bNB-9wIRYaqGfDGll-qMbcvlH_ggCzdcMG6Hw-4ITzg1QMJTvath2W2r8/s1600/DSC01521.JPG"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 400px; height: 224px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiRwwuYxTNUlg1mauxluYnYm-7JU071rJpUqvlOsZQkR42zE2x2tZh26piCJf6U9rbCz_Bo_gwsROB-nMml75bNB-9wIRYaqGfDGll-qMbcvlH_ggCzdcMG6Hw-4ITzg1QMJTvath2W2r8/s400/DSC01521.JPG" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5547583747826383586" /></a><div style="text-align: justify;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: justify;">terpulang. ape orang nak cakap. tetap bukan Musibah. tapi Rahmah. thank you Allah.</div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: justify;">life is not easy. tapi bile2 sangkot or sesat skejap or fedap merangkap ke fakap, mesti dapat balek. mesti ade klu. ade petunjuk. agak cliche. tak kesah. cliche for a good thing. ok post kali ni sopan sket. xnak biadab2 macam slalu. for the sake of New Year. Salam Ma'al Hijrah.</div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: justify;">alright. gua saiko for past few days. kerna sampai suda limit. sedangkan life pon ade limit, which is maot. ni kan pulak filing saiko tetambah ngan iman yang fragile. sape x gile? thank you. for such inspiring comment. gua bace. basah mata. sikit. now baru tau, sape kawan, sape lawan. tanak lawan la. nak bia je. bia die bia bia.</div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: justify;">merata da anta resume. by hand. kne maki. kne perli. kne reject. kne gelak. cant complain. hati manusia tak penah puas. tak penah. temasok la ati gua. </div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: justify;">prasan x, theme cerite same je blog gua neh, "GUA FAKAP NGAN LIFE GUA YANG FAIL" since past few month. sesedeh. tensyen. readers bosan la. nah i punye sympathy. nak sangat. hamek. ok tak buat da pasni. gua komplen pasal laen plak.</div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: justify;">Rahmah. tadi gua bace metro. uols prasan x 1 article neh. "graduan sains forensik xde job" lebey kurang la tajok spesifik x hengat. 3-4 batch sangkot xde job (which katenyree, 250 orang total). UassM (which is so propa-apex uni KATENYERR, still) punye grads, anta komplen kat metro. sedeh xde kosong dlm Jabatan Kmiya Mesia. xde job</div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: justify;">nak masok pulis plak, sangkot, xbley pakai spek, xley pendek, badan kne taf. HELLO MAKE UP YOUR MIND, budak 3.7+ majority rabon menyedot ilmu fil-khutub (brader yang komplen ckp lebey separoh klassmet rabon) and pendek. NERD hello, CSI xde yang ensem2 mcm latino Eric Delko or se-cool Horatio Caine dalam tv saje. tunjok sket gua CSI pulis mesia macam lisa surihani. hado? nan hado. lisa surihani drag mungken ado. brader yang komplen tu khabor, sekor je mamat senior die masok pulis. hey budak2 cantek tak blaja forensik jadik CSI. budak2 santek masok Cleo Most Eligible Bachelor ok? ttibe.</div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: justify;">yang sisa2, jadik cikgu, keje kilang jadik chemist or jual insurans (ok gua tambah). (gua wonder ade yang jual kek cam gua x?) xde jadik CSI pegi crime scene usha sos-silawati, altantuya, korek jubo mamat kne liwat etc sangat pon? ape motep blaja gile2, dapat ANC, jadik cekgu? lu aja entomology kat student hey?</div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: justify;">Ya Allah. Rahmah.</div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: justify;">thank you UassM yang rejek gua awal2, sebab kate pointer gua busuk and x layak nak campor kanak2 istimewa uni-apex yang propa berdarjat lebey special, UkayM yang pusing crita macam gua nak masok uni of rajinikanth, and last, UaiTM. UaiTM di ati konon. nak masok blaja pon kne pakai politik. ugh pundek. FAKAP. siyes.</div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: justify;">Ya Allah. Rahmah.</div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: justify;">mesia adelah country yang paleng susah nak tuka course. sukati gua la gua suke buat banyak bende. nak tuka future gua. lu bagi salah budak, budak x dpt folo, budak drop out. bazir space. bazir opportunities utk org cam gua yang nak blaja gile2 desperet segale? wahai mesia, gua nak kawen ngan arab ke mat saleh ke hindustan kashmir ke, awek comel japan ke etc whatever. tanak dudok mesia. babai.</div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: justify;">ok bebalek kpade brader yang komplen kat metro tadik. oh sedeh. xde keje. ai yang graduate cikai UaiTM yang orang kate cikai pon xde job. lu pon xde job. ngeh2. eh. tabaek gelak. sian die. sian ai. ai tak suke orang gelakkan ai u know.</div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: justify;">lu orang pegi la 7E beli paper. malas gua nak elaboret sini. kat hmetroonline tadak kot.</div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: justify;">2011 dikatekan secare propa, ramai nak pencen. so ramai la nak brambos, kasik pluang keje kat noob macam gua. betol ka? resume da sent. kite tunggu n lihat. kalau habok pon tadak, maka, dengan ini...</div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: justify;">ok xde plan. matila mekkk.</div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: justify;">xpe. Rahmah datang all the time. kite je x sedar. by the time kite tolak Rahmah, baru Musibah datang ganti. hati-hati.</div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: justify;">p/s: rindu laot. pantai. ayor nyor. kl ujan everyday ai tabole piknik kat klcc park. </div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: justify;">hepp. hujan itu Rahmah.</div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: justify;">...</div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div>Azar Azmanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02856100073707556171noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-161390341377241360.post-45020606045643898192010-11-26T22:47:00.006+08:002010-11-26T23:25:01.700+08:006 month.<div style="text-align: justify;">konvo gua besok. tengah hari. siyes, gua takde semangat. diploma je kot? da la x dapat ANC? ape nak di-sronok-kan?</div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: justify;">grad radiology uitm MASEH menjual kueh and mengharap belas ehsan mak bapak & orang laen untok idop. what the hell hidup macam sampah sial? no. i blame nobody other than myself. gua malu. sape kate gua taktau malu. kalau gua ade duet, xde gua nak mintak2 sedekah jariah lu orang.</div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: justify;">menjelang2 konvo la kan nak feeling2. motep nak feeling2 skarang? gua rase 3 years course is such a waste. duhh. like really "orang laen senang je dapat keje?". i am not orang laen. i am me. no matter how i try, i cant get a job.</div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: justify;">"knape xnak keje 7E ke? econsave ke? secret recipe ke? kate desperet sangat?". like seriously, ive been doing various job, mcm mike rowe, painter, welder, grinder, tukang besi, designer, locum spital, baker, wedding planner etc. jangan cakap gua x usaha. lu pandai cakap. buat tengok?</div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: justify;">okay2. tak bole emo. </div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: justify;">harus la berbahgia besok. hari konvo. my 1st konvo. naek2 stage, amek ketas, dah. turon. balek.</div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: justify;">jangan despair. JANGAN. Allah ade.</div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: justify;">...</div>Azar Azmanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02856100073707556171noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-161390341377241360.post-50882755669497733942010-11-01T14:58:00.007+08:002010-11-01T15:39:45.056+08:00Leona Lewis punye story<div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span"><u><br /></u></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEg6mIfdhwZgPMriLV6lgUHqOB66Z4VyL83-iP2WOI6UnMEeojr45bwAJxNuw7a8ZoyL0fB2Dg6fLayjN0Zf-IYN1IQJEi_8y_qwv5w_mb4c_MZw0AkDAjyAAoy_ZG_3xJlKJ0bU8S2gMFo/s1600/veronica.jpg"><br /></a></div><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 400px; height: 299px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgqARL8xecmh784aDAvUln9HDuKY3ur_JvDzhTvCDmLVs5Y7ZpejymI0aGrbmnffQOKSnBk4CFxbX7Lm4GNrvlxVSgo7OpZRCDUfBtqhrJn8TyIfeqxo68BJMCMMXBeLZIPwU2729RcME4/s400/leona.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5534478910097700930" /><br /><div style="text-align: justify;">sape sangke kakak leona and hadek2 veronica ade depan mate secare free? few feet away? and ticket masok x wujud? changkat buket bintang lagik? ayoooo kadavale! fengsannnnn! punye la awal gua datang. semangat neh. bittersweet who? tak minat. angrybird? tak kenal. gua kenal leona lewis je. suke nyanyi utk gua seblom tido lagu Run.</div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: justify;">i am volkswagen enough. <span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-large;">das. outo</span>. pose henry golding yang gojes.</div><div><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><img src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEg6mIfdhwZgPMriLV6lgUHqOB66Z4VyL83-iP2WOI6UnMEeojr45bwAJxNuw7a8ZoyL0fB2Dg6fLayjN0Zf-IYN1IQJEi_8y_qwv5w_mb4c_MZw0AkDAjyAAoy_ZG_3xJlKJ0bU8S2gMFo/s400/veronica.jpg" /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: justify;">maksaklahnye. bile buat street concert. bangla2 pakistan2 boyan2 segale start la mengejoinkan dirik. ayooo sakan nganbek video bagai. arab fanatic yang sial tangan takbley dudok diam telibas phone ikram tecampak masok longkhang. </div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: justify;">patot nak masok tengok kne check ic dlu. ketiak masam, ketiak basah, bulu banyak, mulot busuk, kaki klepet, pervert, pedophile etc pon xley masok. geli sial. eee jijik.</div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: justify;">semua demi kakak leona.</div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: justify;">minat leona bapok? cakap baek sket. lu minat marilyn manson, jantan sangat la. nan hado. jangan poyo. skati gua la nak minat kak pah ke, rohana jalil ke, sape ke.</div><div><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><img src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjbY1dYb8C0b_doPQj7llKMc9cA15ydGLavKaqBEy7gT1_waJr6g8AZxtDX9pGDqhKNp73iHFWEvNsw4zjEj9dDwsq7PVxpVRLNoBm5C1msCP2qH42pDnGrSXybQMOXkffZBYqy_DcAjck/s400/149436_1604628349633_1053860621_1682739_448722_n.jpg" /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: justify;">tq Roi. gua curik gamba2 lu. camera phone gua agak fail cam lahanat. kakak leona sangat gojes. walopon bepeloh2 macam mamak roti.</div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: justify;">feel sorry for ikram, my crazy buddy. kne tolak, kne pijak, kne pelok tangan benggali bebulu cam beruang. mungken terase tengiang2 sampai ke tido.</div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: justify;">yeah thank god die x kasiktau mane2 press ke, radio ke pasal kakak leo. kalo x, nan hado gua nak pegi nengok ramai gile umat.</div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: justify;">halloween party pastu? pub? sorry tak minat. gua join anna and the gang kat mali's. shisha la sangat.</div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: justify;">p/s: havang bruno mars, bile mau mari? i melanju u brainbrain nak? :D</div>Azar Azmanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02856100073707556171noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-161390341377241360.post-15514546896529990762010-10-26T19:05:00.010+08:002010-10-26T20:16:03.885+08:00hikayat chenta chandu chowkit.<div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" ><u><br /></u></span></div><div><div style="text-align: center; "><b><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large; "><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span">sudah la sudahhhhhh..</span></span></span></span></b></div><div style="text-align: center; "><b><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large; "><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span">ku harus pergiiiii...</span></span></span></span></b></div><div style="text-align: center; ">(sile ikot tune khatimah chenta-6ixth sense).</div></div><div><br /></div><div>tak penah2 gua layan lagu 6ixth sense yang leleh2 ni, tetibe maen kejar2 plak dalam corpus callosum hotak gua neh. motep? cikaro bawah ni la. haihhhh</div><div><br /></div><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgp7hGq_GxkyF73eEMLL5Dao0zmVMHVwACxey8myV2kBRG7d6tXQFvPMu6-WunQicXKQj2oi7-36L-S3vxYqixhzUrUsXcQlMPLyItL2_ae_4kGUY10hyphenhyphenPG_MNzGv3uXGI2H6BaDJhWDfA/s1600/fsha+la.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 266px; height: 400px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgp7hGq_GxkyF73eEMLL5Dao0zmVMHVwACxey8myV2kBRG7d6tXQFvPMu6-WunQicXKQj2oi7-36L-S3vxYqixhzUrUsXcQlMPLyItL2_ae_4kGUY10hyphenhyphenPG_MNzGv3uXGI2H6BaDJhWDfA/s400/fsha+la.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5532316159855064258" /></a>tak floles pon muke? bekawah gak cam gua? asal orang cakap fasha sandha chantek, gua tak cantek? *ttibe emo x memasal. anyway, you memang hebat blakon watak slutty and bitchy. gua caye dowh. comellll<div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: justify;">gua blame 2 olang pompuan dlm umah ni suke sgt tengok drama mlayu maghrib2. temasok la mat kopok yang x reti2 nak SPM, melingkau plak depan tv tgk drama mlayu. (KO BIA BETOL CHIKKK)</div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><img src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjutkzgdx9XZFPf7zSxQeHp0IINcyqYAPwqtC8YQUZ6s6DGFREPpvo35L7ikQI5Ep5Lrw2k5KGK7RgA4ixp41C12EP0v3qFP8AeUadLNTn8X0IdTBEyydWGQ5eJdxUHKe7oT2KxxVl7aBs/s400/columbia-add-img.jpg" /></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: justify;">siyes. gua tak dapat job kat sini. sebab gua tak sempat nak interview. hangin je kuwa ayat "fresh grads sile balek, tinggal resume je. weolls x hadap nk interview uolls yg xde experience ni". fuck you. abes fresh grads nak keje ape? tea lady? tukang kebun? drebar? peon? eh eh geram la? resume yang gua tinggal tu buat mende? balut nasik lemak?</div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: justify;">dear loser,</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: justify;">dont stop believing. bukan rezeki kau. congratz kak fara and rose. keje tibai je elok2. gua envy korang. gua maseh tejelepok dalam dapor ni buat cake xde permanent job. </div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: justify;">i'm not pathetic. juz a lil bit unlucky.</div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><img src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiHU-oAIW71MpirLvvI2mzFzV7RFHH4coyGrdc6X8a_8qhli5ZyShevMqmjN6JSVdDtWmFaCFSZ1rECCePJyjPHo6vuFV8moMeJunW8FaJEbyjW5zwF4GbaXjwv77iXFyVlNrj8wFr_RLc/s400/hello-cupcake-graduation-cupcake.jpg" /></div><div style="text-align: justify;">ughhh konvo seyhhh. at last. macam lame gilak mase gua abeskan nak dapat skrol bodo2. ayooo eksaited cam sial da neh. behempas pulas dapat gred elok2, <span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-large; color: rgb(204, 0, 0); ">STILL SUSAH NAK MATI NAK DAPAT KEJE, TAKDE MAKNE!.</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium; "><span class="Apple-style-span"> </span>okey emo lagi. heh. kalo x kene batang idong sendiri (or batang sendiri buat havang2), anda xkan rase sesenak gua mcm skarang neh.</span></div><div><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><img src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhVQ6gq5c9IB4TmGVmLYBskVIpAUx-8tiFcbxYXPt-LYv7SN4JvlFhXnwzd9EiIW1y6UM1iYpMqS7aWFCB9cLlLeVan-mRUZRtSXpDTHQ_kw5LtVgtxe494HsX-9TrPT7M4Ti34kXXZ-eM/s320/1.jpg" /><img src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEh6Y_z7xDd-4wwTAIcFSwXhWckN9zCs-SKbw_Hcuej8LEAi7Bm9tRVGpmnQTJHr39D0W43LFYxt3GFo3VDFZYca7q-gCGC0-IQpL_sLIvYXZCbP6NNPbq1KT4-OPzonDqywCI5JYMvhTxw/s320/4.jpg" /></div></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><img src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgjmHoXeWQv4Uxl50dNa3eHS3fQn3RdbFE8DIe_j-gMS6IYiopJkq_0Vp3FqkT2K2kx9Vzz8_TnnfSxzxDfUJ4U81gdW3W9mU_CWyNE0mMJyrt0mL_ZQHs0YQD-G1BnBo-bmrXDIqCUsTQ/s320/5.jpg" /></div><div><br /></div><div>gua paleng obses la men mende neh. Angry Birds. menembak2 mak2 hayam melawan babi yang curik telor2 burong sekalian. sangat entertaining sampai tak kesah anak bini makan minom mandi segale.</div><div><br /></div><div>gua nak demand sumthin. konvo gua, gua mai dai (takmau) teddybear ke, teddygoat ke, teddypig ke etc etc. gua nak angry bird plush doll series. (inner soul yang gurlish sangat kann). hey hey limited edition kot. kne order online T__T</div><div><br /></div><div>ok bye. wajib workout. bile ayong suda panggel gua "<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-large;">WOI GEMOK</span>" kuat2, itu membuatkan gua tebakar. </div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><img src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjYI_FR44JclfUGaI8lQBQfOZSiAsrZSOWizu6JrluMmdMyxTEylLMmcKv89B5cJsUnC3v_dRjm9Gp1F0VrzWxNNOSbhzLRmYU8VShk83m1hTXPCRRtHq_6O_W8acFgje0FvEXvUWbDw5o/s200/57363_443701359638_606669638_5401482_6761920_o.jpg" /></div><div>p/s: hamster gua ilang. hilang? ahhh. kalau die nk balek, die balek. kalau x, gua beli laen. sape suro larik. bukan gua tak kasik cukop makan minom love sume. bagi lelebeh lagi ade. x besyukor punye menatang. derhaka. sial. ugh. i miss you. T__T</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>...</div>Azar Azmanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02856100073707556171noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-161390341377241360.post-48866287359532084732010-10-20T21:14:00.003+08:002010-10-20T21:54:59.196+08:0020102010. tiru Bella.<div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span"><u><br /></u></span></div><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgU3qTL3Wk_YtgCWEY-D0kOizziyd3sM9dENBvz7O63PnuHnotqAuVJHCSUd7hxfHD-oNVJECtNEnAr75TrAjyh6bT_ABug-MntuVXVnH2RZg3ju4ypcM2ocuYGe8dLUEC1okvQb3UsYHk/s1600/new-year-2010.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 400px; height: 299px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgU3qTL3Wk_YtgCWEY-D0kOizziyd3sM9dENBvz7O63PnuHnotqAuVJHCSUd7hxfHD-oNVJECtNEnAr75TrAjyh6bT_ABug-MntuVXVnH2RZg3ju4ypcM2ocuYGe8dLUEC1okvQb3UsYHk/s400/new-year-2010.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5530124930570652898" /></a><br /><div style="text-align: justify;">1. Tiade achievement yang memberansangkan yang bole meransang gua, mahupun lu. bukak kedai kek je. singgah la mai.</div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: justify;">2. Berat badan maseh consistent, dengan shape perot yang menyedehkan. bejaye mengumpol 2 inci muffintop so far.</div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: justify;">3. kerap lapar, dan semaken panas baran. akibat penuaan. wajah floless di invade pimple kat petengahan umor cam gua neh. mase mude2 xnak plak naek. </div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: justify;">4. Chenta, itu indah. :D</div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: justify;">5. depan pc all the time sampai radiasi fr screen ni menyocok2 iris mate gua. naseb baek ade innershine. ngeh3.</div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: justify;">6. Kelimomo la. pantang di kaler bulu kepale neh. tapi da santek da. AngryBird style.</div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: justify;">7. Hayley Williams. i miss you. i love you. i do. im weaing ur band tshirt now. still.</div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: justify;">8. Tak mandi. tapi body bebau marshmallow. mau bau lebey dekat?</div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: justify;">9. KOnvo akan datang. mai la datang konvo gua. dengan syarat. bawak present. tanak teddy bear. tanak bunge. bawak bende2 yang bole dimakan. and sedap. motor ducati monster sbijik di alu2 kan.</div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: justify;">10. yes. rindu yang jaoh dan yang dekat. T__T</div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: justify;">11. Krung Thep Maha Nakhon banjir. takot la. bom la. ahhh ade gua kesah? heh. x saba.</div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: justify;">12. Ye Dil Kya Kare theme song malam neh.</div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: justify;">13. menunggu uitm dengan sabarnye. AS233. bole ke neh.</div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: justify;">14. HUKM, UPM x panggel pon? tipu tau.</div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: justify;">15. Bajet 2010 is such a big joke. 5 billion for 100 storey building? KAMON. gua x minat sume tu. KLCC paleng tinggi sampai floor kinokuniya je gua naek. atas punye atas x minat. 5 billion bikin duet scholarship kan best?</div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: justify;">16. tak bole tengok cake da. muntah! muntahhhhhh!</div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: justify;">17. lengan suda sedap digeget. perot dan pecs maseh x mcm Nikolai Crisostomo. 11 weeks to go. go abalone go.</div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: justify;">19. i juz put status kat YM "PENIS ANYONE?". dekat 30 window buzz. mase gua tarok status bodo2, macam invisible je NAN HADO yang tegor. ingat da mampos sekor2. ngeh2 syaitonirrojim btol. kote ke, pepet ke, same je. mase mendelete2 yg x bekenaan hey!</div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br /></div><div><div style="text-align: justify;">20. 20.10.2010 suck. 2011.2011 better kot? we'll see. :D</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div></div><div><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><img src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhu7qO54aGsISuJ3ywUaO29qRvL6gDOgpS_AkNrEFGxuMXOR4CK-2Ge5fk0m7GL7ZGFvGfAPrKDkB5XANsoaKVMTS_w1TN4rYiS_QJ3PPr5tyNhOdrI0N6KTK7ewYC0bG7BXljhfhjAYpw/s400/ann-ward-top-model-antm.jpg" /></div><div><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">this is Anne. the most gojes and weirdest top model ever. </div>Azar Azmanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02856100073707556171noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-161390341377241360.post-74561793673248176512010-10-14T22:48:00.007+08:002010-10-14T23:30:02.843+08:00Dengan nama Tuhan-mu, besabar lah.<div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span"><u><br /></u></span></div><div style="text-align: center;">pathetic</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: justify;">ade lagi hadek2 gile impostor pakai gamba orang laen bajet hot padahal muke perompak, bertanye soalan yang sangat2 tak appropriate yang memusnahkan hari2 indah gua kat fesbuk. dik, kalau man memondan, nak melach, jangan la datang kat gua. punye ganas nan garang muke gua, lu ade bran lagi nak datang dekat.</div><div><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><img src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhQNp1G1mOfBYXiuHui2G0xcg-FiUu0Orrtc_GZMTWNs3Es8royDETaKT3iqdcMRIu_tYcFR4taDLPDK14llr9UCETFTVWr0KHV5rkPjzukNmF-bVnDKJ-HQS0_IPMhId6V-hfVJYpsf3o/s400/Untitled.jpg" /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;"><span class="Apple-style-span">madness. orang yang suke kne sexual harassment xde plak kene. adoyai. ni baru sikit. gua tak sanggop kopi pes segale2 khilaf.</span></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;"><span class="Apple-style-span"><br /></span></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;"><span class="Apple-style-span"><br /></span></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;"><span class="Apple-style-span"><br /></span></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;"><img src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgY6baQ52CTNV5dehKHFmXKUIyBQxvY_Q1gYeH8MoNut2MVqKEhkJB8ME7TnhWmCA9MVMkri93uIiRkHch4F65MQDZKY0glICAS-C_-5zXn8xqyoJEjENtwzjL1AVaxrIJ-SVbmrkpUOWY/s400/xar1349.jpg" /></span></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;"><br /></span></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;">order 255 cake siap arini. sempat siap</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;">kpade yang tak mampu, di-nasehat-kan, toksah la order2. nak gile2 punye murah, gua da kasi tahap untong makan pasir je. susa la deal ngan orang yang bajetnye pasal makanan cukop2 je. pakai bole plak mahal2. zara la, pakai bag coach, perfume gucci guilty, kasot jimmy choo bagai. bab2 makanan nak cekek darah. lu xtau gua behempas pulas nak proses and kasik lu bende yang terrbaek lu makan, and jadik darah daging lu.</span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;">siyes gua tak paham badigol2 camni.</span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;">nak banding gua ngan cupcake chic la, wondermilk la. haaaa pegi sane tengok, bole kasi price yg gua bole provide kat lu ke tak. naaaaaaaaak jugak mintak murah. sanggop tu tolak itu tolak ni. nak jimat 2 buat event sila makan biskot kering je. parah la camni. gua buat bisnes. bukan buat tabung amal sedekah cupcakes.</span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;">memang agak racist ngan kaum sendirik. melayu suke bekire bab2 makan ni. barang kek mahal. gua bukan nak cepat kaya hentam lu harge mahal nak mampos. hagak2 la. gua tau halal haram. xde maknenye gua bole dapat untong 500% .</span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;">memang customer gua majority student. nak yang grand2. sedap2. cantek2. gua da tarok cupcake se-grand (even better) than kedai cupcakes commercial [RM3.50+], yang lu bole dapat [</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-large;"><span class="Apple-style-span">rm1.50</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;">] per cake from gua. tu pon sarcastic2 kate mahal lagi. potong kepala gua please?</span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;">kalo deal ngan cina, lagi mampos lu "haiyoo ini fixed price maa. lu tokse beli, olang laen akan beli lor" (slang cina kelantan).</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;"><img src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgr9Nh5K3jF1DGSI8E-nQZ-sKAZfiyoO8TbdyHWa6JL4TBMPspBJBO8WAnsmA-P28A7mzYXvjvc0CEpc1Gllqp-cBSlzHx67lY39issRv3HwK78kJ8EvHNZuKMgiwpZvWksvlsmp8QqAdw/s400/xar1346.jpg" /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;">lu mampu makan fancy2 beli segale bende kan?</span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;">kek secret recipe yang mahal nk mamp, padahal, trust me, gua keje secret recipe dulu, x seindah yang korang sangkekan. haa haa. kne tipu. padan muke lu.</span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;">gua tengok fruit tart kat delifrance hari2 habes. saiz fruit tart yang besar papercup kuey raye dijual sehengget lapan puloh lima sen, abes macam goreng pisang panas. ayoo. mampu plak?</span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;">hey. tak paham la.</span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;"><img src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEj_W_GBfc5Li71SfuPwKBmM-1U7mKBh0A2EQjiRhDbqjPmUvQckPR5dUfoW8x_ZoW9l3qMPBCTUlFMShG4atlnvnD-Rnm6yrtoDh8bNVWzhrjS5RCyhZlPsHZ5Vg_piI6oyJrzB4cxkccg/s400/spine.jpg" /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;">sile tenung gamba ni lame2. part yang di highlight merah tu, menyatekan bahawe ade masaelah besau punye. </span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;"><br /></span></div>Azar Azmanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02856100073707556171noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-161390341377241360.post-55715945453347680752010-10-13T23:16:00.004+08:002010-10-14T00:19:29.858+08:00life. heal. cupcakes.<div style="text-align: center;"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiVcPRVBzBxPDv-cOGU-sKR20-u733b815uf7H29BTy1Cwfk-D50qbRiM0AW9b-bnq4PAqvETClYe51NeIU5iAYIGCaDH4o1rQ0TvaWWP7P2krTtTsPfM4hj_vCaED_ggeVlitTqUY207c/s1600/PA260505.JPG"><img style="display: block; margin: 0px auto 10px; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 400px; height: 300px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiVcPRVBzBxPDv-cOGU-sKR20-u733b815uf7H29BTy1Cwfk-D50qbRiM0AW9b-bnq4PAqvETClYe51NeIU5iAYIGCaDH4o1rQ0TvaWWP7P2krTtTsPfM4hj_vCaED_ggeVlitTqUY207c/s400/PA260505.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5527558995050688866" border="0" /></a><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);font-size:78%;" >gua tulis sambel sruppp sruppp bende ni. musim panas dowh. </span><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">gahaa siang malam cendol.</span><br /></div><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjrGtbfMEn2G6dmjynhV6MJ_Q-hnAM_9vwjVtZhVr9Si_EABfR7ZoATjqKxUZzvUAJFmImjk8hw0RaR6qKUykxxZX1PD9spu1f6im3d67BrS153zMbQCxeTM3Loag8Qha1UV0aF9QAYpXU/s1600/33552_443174347969_99984862969_5094640_2881962_n.jpg"><br /></a><div style="text-align: justify;">omaigod. penoh sawang la? yes. tetibe malam2 kames ni datang plak tebiat nak mencerca sumthin kat blog ni.<br /><br />Allah do works in mysterious way. bile gua rase idop gua nak berakhir, Allah pesongkan chapter idop gua masok chapter baru. yang gua tak penah2 bayang. yang gua tak penah nak plan. gua redha. kalo gua tak dapek nak tanggung, xkan die bagi condition yang gua takley telan.<br /><br />macam2 orang gua jumpe. yang ikhlas tolong, time kaseh. yang nak benefit balek, kalo gua bole kasi, gua kasi. kalo stakat tolong denga keluh kesah, tapi pulangan gua kne kasi body gua, lu silap besa.<br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEg2q8yvThbpa-QgrgQzo_G-hv7ryKG8wxYOvB4FX99228YAdWZLlKq-jOEljxzq-klxBq5B4hEe4Sv52m4sc7rIy1DRBSwd9Zd-S6s6IOdvPG6piH4w8vZGk0pshfOU3BeR4b9kHGhj8fE/s1600/xar1346.jpg"><img style="display: block; margin: 0px auto 10px; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 300px; height: 400px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEg2q8yvThbpa-QgrgQzo_G-hv7ryKG8wxYOvB4FX99228YAdWZLlKq-jOEljxzq-klxBq5B4hEe4Sv52m4sc7rIy1DRBSwd9Zd-S6s6IOdvPG6piH4w8vZGk0pshfOU3BeR4b9kHGhj8fE/s400/xar1346.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5527557000585592994" border="0" /></a><span style="color: rgb(204, 0, 0);font-size:78%;" >red velvet. gua mampu. lu mampu?</span><br /><br /></div><div style="text-align: justify;">yes. gua takde permanent job lagi. study tah kemane. skarang bukak bisnes. bukan jadik mak hayam ye uols. gua bukak bakery. checkout [http://thebakeryzer.blogspot.com].<br /><br />hape jadah amek radiology bukak bakery? well, kalo bole gua buat byk mende. modelling (mampu?), amek upah nyanyi kat org kawen, wedding planning, keje starbucks, buat lokem kat pantai cheras, jual karipap creampuff fruit tart kat staff spital sume. ingat gua x dapat permanent job gua worthless? xley idop? again, lu silap besar. :D<br /><br />ikram, daos, bella, ayong, ibu ayah, kak fara, nua, niff, anna dan laen2 makhluk yang bekenaan, yang paham and getting me back on my track, thank you. so so much.<br /></div><br /><div style="text-align: center;"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjrGtbfMEn2G6dmjynhV6MJ_Q-hnAM_9vwjVtZhVr9Si_EABfR7ZoATjqKxUZzvUAJFmImjk8hw0RaR6qKUykxxZX1PD9spu1f6im3d67BrS153zMbQCxeTM3Loag8Qha1UV0aF9QAYpXU/s1600/33552_443174347969_99984862969_5094640_2881962_n.jpg"><img style="display: block; margin: 0px auto 10px; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 400px; height: 266px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjrGtbfMEn2G6dmjynhV6MJ_Q-hnAM_9vwjVtZhVr9Si_EABfR7ZoATjqKxUZzvUAJFmImjk8hw0RaR6qKUykxxZX1PD9spu1f6im3d67BrS153zMbQCxeTM3Loag8Qha1UV0aF9QAYpXU/s400/33552_443174347969_99984862969_5094640_2881962_n.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5527557004804978210" border="0" /></a><span style="color: rgb(204, 0, 0);font-size:78%;" >eee tomey (abg maher posing mase press conference kl tower)</span><br /><br /></div><div style="text-align: justify;">pastu havang ensem ni pon banyak tolong gua. sorry la der, x sempat jumpe aritu. lu datang sini x kasitau gua la. denga2 je tiket da abes. hangin pasang dowh gua. tekilannnn. gua pegi jumpe awek gua, hayley williams je next week. nyanyi The Only Exception life untok ai ok? eee besh3.<br /><br />gua rase gua da ade muffintop la skarang. cam julia roberts. da tak secantik zaman muda2 dulu. takpela. muffin2 pon ade orang mau. lu tak mau, gua ape kesah. impian berbody macam Nikolai Crisostomo macam lambek laie nak dapek yo. sedeh.<br /><br />pantai bangsar and pantai cheras panggel buat lokem. aiii malasnye. nanti la ye? bakat memposition patient gua da karat la.<br /><br /><br />p/s: i love you. *ttibe<br /></div>Azar Azmanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02856100073707556171noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-161390341377241360.post-11860958212607736882010-08-12T23:06:00.004+08:002010-08-12T23:29:16.066+08:00nak pakai braces gigi free?<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjXMKMRfVaMas_O9U53HuJZFiG11V4RJiqor7Uh83PqvxgoFgnT3mOMoqGJXsGW8aBxe8F92iT2LVR9Zwrlsr1qWUN9T2ljmQ4YEnFU_xqOVIe5I-VrroBPo94WoDkJkwMyGpah3-2C-3s/s1600/gile+game.JPG"><br /></a><br /><div style="text-align: center;"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEj0tFEpFG1z2jX5YeMNYt-MC53DVf-uNzl48QN-8d7-fKWEENHf8vcgo_e0koEs06tKesmCXTBG3gLBMbAl3dM3RAhQkUha4kcBtRXLxhAvxDBYQYS9iWrG_RgN_VyIhrrOe6BIRR9aJfg/s1600/800px-YosriKuihTepungPelita.jpg"><img style="display: block; margin: 0px auto 10px; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 400px; height: 300px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEj0tFEpFG1z2jX5YeMNYt-MC53DVf-uNzl48QN-8d7-fKWEENHf8vcgo_e0koEs06tKesmCXTBG3gLBMbAl3dM3RAhQkUha4kcBtRXLxhAvxDBYQYS9iWrG_RgN_VyIhrrOe6BIRR9aJfg/s400/800px-YosriKuihTepungPelita.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5504543831274945426" border="0" /></a><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">hidangan yang messsssssti, wajib ade.</span><br /><br /></div><br /><div style="text-align: justify;">2nd ramadhan. masok ke-3 mase gua tgh tulis neh. mak aiii musim panas. bape kali mandi? toksah tanye. da mcm badak da dudok bwh shower (sambil tutop rongga ketat2 of kos la?).<br /><br />sian gua nengok ayah tengah grinding tetengah paneh bute rembang, ngan welding machine yang paneh plak tu. i juz wish bole hidang ayor sirap sejok untok die. hehh. puase ye. kecuali untok hamba yang bekerja keras untok tuannye yang kijam. be strong ayah. hang in there ayah. syurga untok orang yang sabar.<br /><br />Mesia memang sorga makanan. baru 2 kali bebuke, gua tak jejak kaki gi pasa malam-bazar ramadhan-etc etc. oh ade. semalam. sebab pasa malam depan umah je. so beli la ayor soya ngan mate kucing. tokey tu akak kpade Miah Soya, kawan skola gua dulu. lame x jumpe minah tu. denga da anak 2 da skang. hehh.<br /><br />haus gile dowh. dugaannnn. peloh2. gua tak keje dalam ekon. macam uolls. so lu orang rasenye xbole paham kot maksod "hydrasi panas terik". i cant whine. ramadhan bulan penoh blessing. syurga untok orang yang sabarrr.<br /><br />of kos la mak gua masak. main dishes makan ngan nasik. kueh2 je kekadang malas sebab leceh. so kueh tunjok menjadik pilehan. td bantai buat kari ketam. gua yang allergic tepakse la konon2 amek prednisolone seblom mencekek ketam2 yang tak benyawe atas pinggan tu.<br /><br />satu hal yang gua tak bekenan bebeno. dawai stapler pulot panggang. pulot punggang jadiknye. kecik la? kne bukak pelan2. kalo tak, buat braces free ye uolls. motep sangat akak jejual ni pemalas tanak pakai traditional way (pakai lidi satay) tu. nampak sangat nk cepat bagi gua mamp. sangkot kat colon kang pe cer? rabak perot i yang fragile ni you!<br /><br />darah da gusi gua. pose2 mane bole tarok bonjela. sheesh.<br /></div><br /><div style="text-align: center;"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjXMKMRfVaMas_O9U53HuJZFiG11V4RJiqor7Uh83PqvxgoFgnT3mOMoqGJXsGW8aBxe8F92iT2LVR9Zwrlsr1qWUN9T2ljmQ4YEnFU_xqOVIe5I-VrroBPo94WoDkJkwMyGpah3-2C-3s/s1600/gile+game.JPG"><img style="display: block; margin: 0px auto 10px; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 400px; height: 240px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjXMKMRfVaMas_O9U53HuJZFiG11V4RJiqor7Uh83PqvxgoFgnT3mOMoqGJXsGW8aBxe8F92iT2LVR9Zwrlsr1qWUN9T2ljmQ4YEnFU_xqOVIe5I-VrroBPo94WoDkJkwMyGpah3-2C-3s/s400/gile+game.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5504543835923980274" border="0" /></a>lepas sahor maen ni ye, jgn tido. tunggu suboh. jom maen reramai weh! layann!<br /><br /><br /><div style="text-align: justify;">p.s: kpade yang bebuke sorang2, jangan sesedey.anda mampu habeskan sumenye sorang2 xyah share. slamat bepuase :p<br /><br />...<br /></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br /></div></div>Azar Azmanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02856100073707556171noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-161390341377241360.post-50934594269291919592010-08-09T20:30:00.008+08:002010-08-09T21:08:24.048+08:00Q-"why dont u love me?" A-"i just dont."<div style="text-align: center;"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhEljTACnKc2ZTkfxrWlemkmYF9ZsIRlMiyvqYLf8cPyZpx9w-QMfzFNwZvTcK7eI9xxBfOA8jQEn_CSVIAi0252AwIBDnoZIFw4zYi4WBLZts1KvqGeEdj9mvMxNOm4NZX5CdwwD9px50/s1600/IMG_2043.jpg"><img style="display: block; margin: 0px auto 10px; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 300px; height: 400px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhEljTACnKc2ZTkfxrWlemkmYF9ZsIRlMiyvqYLf8cPyZpx9w-QMfzFNwZvTcK7eI9xxBfOA8jQEn_CSVIAi0252AwIBDnoZIFw4zYi4WBLZts1KvqGeEdj9mvMxNOm4NZX5CdwwD9px50/s400/IMG_2043.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5503393877860663618" border="0" /></a>ok. senyom dulu seblom kecek2. manjang je despair ngamok2 sakan post seblom2 neh.<br /><br /></div><div style="text-align: justify;">menjelang ramadhan, scare sah la kalo ikot kalendar Qamari, gua suda setua 20+++. sebab mak gua branak gua 29 Syaaban. besday la jugak. sila wish skarang.<br /><br />anyway. bende datang and pegi. orang datang, orang pegi. duet masok, duet klua. kawen, cerai, kawen laen, cerai balek. makan sedap2, mahal2, klua jadik taik. sehat2 pegi gym, saket2 msok spital. the cycle of life.<br /><br />seblom tu gua nk mintak maaf kat Ime Zin, my bff sampai mati. ampon sesangat x jengok, x amek kaba, x amek pedulik, x hadap nk say goodbye pon, atas pemergian lu gi bumi sunda. gua sedey. kadang2 nyesal. but, trust me. sgale bende gua buat, ade reason. harap ketemu kat bumi sunda soon. i'll be watching u. be safe. and take care. i miss u. i do.<br /><br /></div><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgrbWmZ3QiyfZTzXY-4v76U7XUFnREF3xc_BkKSnI0A2fLsPNoEJF-GDcOfFMuxZdyQGZcNJ8E6iJEhW2sWwt6Rp2GZGCWpIAaaoQX6X4ZvujQktyO21Agf0vb6vCz2Q9VVgRiBjB9n1qU/s1600/38845_140889032599267_117694168252087_278764_3978177_n.jpg"><img style="display: block; margin: 0px auto 10px; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 266px; height: 400px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgrbWmZ3QiyfZTzXY-4v76U7XUFnREF3xc_BkKSnI0A2fLsPNoEJF-GDcOfFMuxZdyQGZcNJ8E6iJEhW2sWwt6Rp2GZGCWpIAaaoQX6X4ZvujQktyO21Agf0vb6vCz2Q9VVgRiBjB9n1qU/s400/38845_140889032599267_117694168252087_278764_3978177_n.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5503393866242716610" border="0" /></a><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);font-size:78%;" >comel x kak paj ngan i?</span><br /><br /><div style="text-align: justify;">to kak paj, Happy 5th. patot la rindu gile2 arini. kemuncak bulan ngambang penoh rupenye. haha. i miss lu gile2 ni kak paj. cane? xpe2. MISA punye dinner nnt i sebok2 la ye. :p<br /><br />to bella, daos, mekaseh menghibur, meneman, menawar ati yang kusot. maybe lu orang pikir lu orang x buat pape pon, but utk gua, lu orang da buat yang terrrbaek. dulu gua tak caye kawan tu ade mase susah. sebab kawan datang mase senang je. but lu orang tak. kot?. heh. terrrbaek.<br /><br />jom panton jom.<br /><br /></div><div style="text-align: right;">singgang ikan cicah cuke,<br />panggang ayam penoh jelage,<br />bulan ramadhan xley mulot puake,<br />temasok la mate, kaki, tangan, kote sume kne jage.<br /></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br />to kak paj, ikram, daos, bella, bobby, geng bas skola uitm puncak, geng umah atas, umah bawah, umah tengah etc, azraf, ime kat sunda, ayong, yang kenal, yang tak brape kenal, yang buat2 kenal, yang suke, yang tak suke, yang menyampah, yang rase nak pijak2, yang admire dr jaoh, yang ade niat nak longkhong i, yang kekasih x dianggap chewah!, yang tua2 keladi, yang muda2, single duda, janda anak 3, etc.<br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);font-size:180%;" >salam ramadhan uolls. </span><br /><br /><br /><br />p/s: harap dapat le kompol sbanyak mane yang buleh taun ni. wahai Tuhan langit & bumi, kuatkan aku.<br /><br />...</div>Azar Azmanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02856100073707556171noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-161390341377241360.post-25065589178364279092010-08-02T23:09:00.005+08:002010-08-02T23:32:40.378+08:00How people treat you is their karma; how you react is yours.<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhyB_K7EDLMq9mNtur8A50m3TOJGKJkuKrvRTpn4FSL1SSxJ2PBQEg6B_TKlK4PBwAswz6wkDP1QiUWC23-QwPijwz3uyg_q4FEA4AY2O6Xd9W1N0waXillv_ArYIQN7UUhEQj8wpMS9os/s1600/jobless.jpg"><img style="display: block; margin: 0px auto 10px; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 400px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhyB_K7EDLMq9mNtur8A50m3TOJGKJkuKrvRTpn4FSL1SSxJ2PBQEg6B_TKlK4PBwAswz6wkDP1QiUWC23-QwPijwz3uyg_q4FEA4AY2O6Xd9W1N0waXillv_ArYIQN7UUhEQj8wpMS9os/s400/jobless.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5500835290752913890" border="0" /></a><br /><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);font-size:180%;" ><span style="font-weight: bold;">36000 rakyat Mesia jobless last year, 2009.</span></span><br /><br />yeah. you're totally jobless. understood.<br /><br />yeap. you're unemployed. sucks to be you.<br /><br />ahha. you have no money. so you're not so cool.<br /><br />wow. you're a big boy, and still a burden to your parents? what a loser.<br /><br />you went for a holiday, and didn't bought anythin for me? a budget holiday? pffftt!<br /><br />you av no job. so you tak setaraf ngan i. sorry.<br /><br />penganggur? jual anggur? ala2 mat rempit la lu ni? mat rempit pon ade moto beb. sheesh<br /><br />fine. no money? totally fine with me. yeah its fine. fine anyway. fine sgt!<br /></div><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><div style="text-align: justify;">maybe kalo x kene pekong kat dada, tak rase la lu orang. kan?<br /><br />well, plan bertukar. gua tak tulis naseb gua macam ni. hasrat, impian, dream gua nak sambong blaja tetibe hancusss dek keje2 staff krajaan yang ala babi kimak hasil kejenye. gua memang bodo la kan. sebab takde bekap plan. nak sambong blaja swasta tak mampu. da lambat. sume da lambat la pendek cite. gua da buat macam2. bukan dudok mengangkang je ye. bukan taknak. bukan tak mau. tak dapat. tak bole dapat. tak paham ke? asal bodo piang sangat x paham bahase? ingat gua dudok goyang kaki je kat umah mak bapak suap makan? waklu la kalo lu pikir camtu.<br /><br />ingat gua ni kne sponsor ke? lucky sgt kne sponsor jpa, petronas, sime darby, biasiswa raja2 mlayu, lepas grad teros dapat keje? gua lepas UiTM la babi. lepas grad kne carik kje sendiri. mase practical pon kne kuwa duet sendri. GUA TAK LUCKY MACAM LU! iye, gua suwey. lu yang kne suap dapat peluang macam2, bangge tak dapat status graduan x dapat keje macam gua. lu kesah ape? idop gua. skati gua la.<br /><br />ade ke manusia penah tarok kat column "your ambition" dlm idop die as a penjual anggor? dey macha, kalau gua ade utang ngan lu, baek lu cakap depan la. takyah kias2. gua usahakan baya balek kalao ade. kalo takde toksah nak kecoh2.<br /><br />lu keje dalam ekon. gaji riban2. mewah. sume nak bole dapat. ade gua kesah? ade gua kacau lu? takdeeeeeee kan? ade gua mintak duet lu? lagi la takde. ade gua mintak jadik cik cur ngan lu? mintak maap la bebanyak.<br /><br />der. gua da anta resume puas da. lu x tau cane idop gua, lu jangan nak mandai aa? ingat gua tanak keje ke? nak jadik surirumah je? waklu. gosh i hate you. blaja pandai, ade keje, mewah, prangai cam kimak, idop tak hepi, suits you well.<br /><br />spatotnye lu doakan gua dapat keje, doakan gua kay-ray macam lu. so gua senang la kasik sedekah jariah kat lu. ni tak. lagi sumpah2, sindir2, hina2 lagik. gua manusia beb. manusia hebat. takpe2. you'll see. you will see.<br /><br />beb. susah x slamenye. camtu gak senang. so behagak2 la. bile bende naek, mesti jatoh balek.<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />you will see. dengan mate yang tebeliak. tunggu. siap kau.<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />p.s: kacau jek hangin baru balek cuti2. :(<br /><br /><br />...<br /></div>Azar Azmanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02856100073707556171noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-161390341377241360.post-85570187308866413592010-07-29T01:18:00.013+08:002010-07-29T02:31:26.278+08:00things happen for reasons.<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgDGzcZhQK5AjreHm16X3Mu65V0aVbm6o2rP8d0o3t8vJz5_uT5LgsLuGagFwiVJY1Nxf3LsH7YVQp9_Fx_7i5H6bkevcQdzhqqfBRdoTPKyYC12mBDfhCxggv0QWe-3qgE29UfuTdwfz8/s1600/Emotionless_Face_by_Toria17.jpg"><img style="display: block; margin: 0px auto 10px; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 300px; height: 400px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgDGzcZhQK5AjreHm16X3Mu65V0aVbm6o2rP8d0o3t8vJz5_uT5LgsLuGagFwiVJY1Nxf3LsH7YVQp9_Fx_7i5H6bkevcQdzhqqfBRdoTPKyYC12mBDfhCxggv0QWe-3qgE29UfuTdwfz8/s400/Emotionless_Face_by_Toria17.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5499013991565213362" border="0" /></a><br /><div style="text-align: justify;"><div style="text-align: center;">bile inche azar says "i'm sorry, i screwed up"<br /></div><br />stiap kali buat salah, tu je yang bole lu cakap? is that all lu can do? kamon bro. kasi reason betol punye real la.<br /><br />to azar.<br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;font-size:130%;" >~"lu memang takde ati perot. kaki pusing cite. mean. mean. mean. ignorant. sebok la ngan lu punye falsafah idop "its for you to decide. my heart is full of dust and sand". cam cibai je kan? heyy kau ni sape? nak maen2kan orang? org buat baek, ko kasi taik. lu pehal? kimak tol"~</span><br /><br />wana know sumthin?<br /><br />i soo can pretend. i can be good. good in hiding all of these flaws. macam pompuan burok or pondan arbok yang muke pecah umah. pakai la mekap MAC ke, bobby brown tebal2, sampai nampak cantek. yeap. memang fitrah manusia. tak boleh nampak bende tu cacat or burok. kalo boleh sgale bende nak licin, nak cun, nak ikot ngan taste, nak yang terbaek. kalo bole sume nak tacap. tapi gua nak tanye la sket kan. perfect? <span style="font-weight: bold;">WHO IS?</span><br /><br />i can be everything u want me to be. i can be perfected. i can be molded. by you. i can be ur puppet. ala2 marionette gituh. yang ade cross wood kat ats. patong gerak2 pakai tali. gua bole jadik anjeng lu. baling kayu, pegi kutip balek. nak pegi mane tak boleh. rantai kat leher tu mesti. jadik mcm lembu pon ok gak kan. rumpot da trim, susu da abes, daging bole buat burger in the end. sume part badan gua. jasad ngan roh. gua bole bagi lu pakai. nak yang perfect? <span style="font-weight: bold;">WHO IS?</span><br /><br />bab pusing2 cerita. <span style="font-size:100%;"><span class="UIStory_Message">"kalau you tak tanye on something, tapi i tak cakap about that something, bukan tipu namenye kan?". mintak maaf. dosa yang sangat besar akibat bebuat demikian. kan? lu orang tak penah buat cenggini? like, seriously? memang x penah cheat on something or somebody? never tell lies? never keep any secret to anyone?</span></span><span style="font-size:100%;"><span class="UIStory_Message"> <span style="font-weight: bold;">WHO ISN'T?</span></span></span><br /><span style="font-size:100%;"><span class="UIStory_Message"></span></span><br />bab xde ati perot tu. lu nak gua jadik emosional la? ok ok maybe lu cakap gua takmau emotional sangat. behagak2. excuse me? ape lu orang nak ni? sape je bole puaskan ati lu orang? <span style="font-weight: bold;">WHO IS?</span><br /><br />i am the way i am. gua banyakkk je cacat. gua tak mintak pon lu suke kat gua. gua tak mintak pon lu benci gua jugak. things happen for a reason. gua ade my own reason. lu taknak paham reason tu, gua nak buat cane? gua tanak mould lu. gua tanak lu jadi perfect. sumpah demi Tuhan langit, tak penah nak harap kawan ngan orang yang terrrrlampau baek. baek? squeez me. <span style="font-weight: bold;">WHO IS?</span><br /><br />bak kate lu lan kan. gua emotionless. tak hadap pon nk express everythin on lu. nak share2 sayang2 jiwang2 sedey2. selfish. selchicken. selpig. like seriously, at the same moment, gua tak penah ade setitik feeling pon nk hurt lu orang. kalau gua bitchy sangat, kalau gua nak buat jahat diam2, like cheating ke, curang ke, tipu ayam ke, depan semayang jemaah, blakang pegi buat maksiat ke. seriously gua bole buat. drama. sinetron. sgale2nye indah depan lu, blakang tetap same buroknye. untok kepuasan lu. nak?<br /><br /><br />abestu, gua takyah puas?<br />what's my purpose of life? to satisfy people?<br />WHAT AM I?<br /><br />yup HablumminAllah. Hablumminannas. buat baek kat Allah, buat baek kat manusia. i'll repair myself. i'll be better. but i'm not sure that i can be the best. can you?<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />ok. da tau da cane nak cakap.<br /><br />bukan "i'm sorry, i screwed up" lagi da. tapi "i'm sorry, i am human"..<br /><br />accept me the way i am. and i'll accept you as the way you are.<br /><br /><br /><br /><br />p.s: life's hard. so when the time is hard, and there's no way to turn back, as He promised, He always be there. for me. subhanallah.<br /><br />p.s lagi: slagi takde mention name jangan sentap. takde kene mengene ngan lu.<br /><br /><br />...<br /></div>Azar Azmanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02856100073707556171noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-161390341377241360.post-47049987794748966312010-07-25T00:32:00.008+08:002010-07-25T03:10:15.143+08:00telan mati mak. luah mati bapak. simpan, gua yang mati.<p align="justify"><span style="color:#ff0000;">sile bace sambel denga lagu sara bareilles - gravity.</span><br /><br />langit tak slalu cerah. langit pon x slalu mendung jugak. kadang2 ade petir, which is membuatkan lu orang tekincit. kekadang ade pelangi, buat sejok ati yang keras, macam ati gua. kadang2 hujan, abes banjir kat singapore. kadang2 gerimis2 manje buat segar2 bunge ala dewdrops kat cameron gitew. thats the nature of living things. ade naek. ade turon.<br /><br />slepas macam2 tamparan demi tamparan. kehilangan demi kehilangan. trajangan demi trajangan maot. caci maki sumpah seranah. pandang rendah. pandang slek. pandang hina. jatoh smaken jatoh.<br /><br />gua pon smaken despair. sedih toksah cerita. putus asa. i do tried to run away. as a kind distraction. but obviously, fail abes! delirium. halusinasi. keep on blaming myself. even putus asa pada tuhan (akibat kejahilan gua. yes. gua jahil. gua admit that). gua tak trime nasehat n support orang da. mase macam da setop skejap. dalam kepale pusing2 "kau loser, you suck, kau loser you suck!" all the time. yes. gua gile. it was like, the end of me.<br /><br />kemahuan untok study begelodak. tenyate bile 1 jalan tutop, riban2 lagi jalan tebukak scare otomatiknye. gua tak penah plan hape mende pon slame ni. sambong kat sane. sambong kat sinun. sume gua da usha. kemarok nak blaja sesangat. desperet kan gua neh? cam cibai je idop<br /><br />plan da buat macam2. blaja. gua da usha kat CUCMS, cyberjaya. amek MBBS. "encik, yuran saje 25k per semester. utk MBBS ade 10 semester. so sumenye 250000 saje. tak temasok yuran2 laen, buku, asrama etc etc. bole apply MARA. sile la?". telan air liur skejap. 25k per sem? nahh. lupekan saje.<br /><br />pastu usha lak zagazig. syam kate murah. yeah a lil bit murah than cucms. but during 1st year kne sendiri. pastu usha IMU, mahsa, msu, and everythin else yang bole trime gua smate2 if, dan if ever i can PAY for a single cert.<br /><br />gua tanye mak gua. "mak.. gua nak sambong blaja.. gua takde duet.. cane?" mak gua pon tanye la pasal mara, jpa bodo, ptptiputiputipu etc etc. gua pon cakap la "mak, skang ni susa nak mampos nak dapat scholar. 1st year sume kne tanggong sendiri. ngan result diploma i yang "UKM TANAK HADAP NAK PANDANG LANGSONG tu, nak dapat scholar lagi la cam cibai. konfem2 tak dapek la jawabnye."<br /><br />gua nampak mak tarek nafas. hembus pelan2. mate die macam da letih. ade sikit hampa. ade sikit despair. but still, ade sikit hope. die pandang ayah yang tengah grinding kat luwa, keje tengah panas everyday, nak kasi anak branak 6 orang 1 umah makan sampai kenyang. yes, bapak gua tak keje specialist spital, accountant bank, lawyear, die handyman saje. mak pulak tukang jait yang jait macam nak gile, sampai pagi raye pon, sendiri punye baju tak siap, smate2 nak gain duet makan yang gile babi punye ciput. sume untok anak2 nak besa.<br /><br />mate mak cam basah. mase gua bgtau result pasal ukm kimak tu, mate mak cam basah sket. die tanye banyak kali soalan "abes camne? abes camne?". gua nampak sangat die punye hope yang tinggi melangit. maaf mak. gua tak layak. orang tu tanak trime gua. gua takley buat ape. gua da cube. bukan gua tak hingin kan?<br /><br />demi Allah, plans do change. abruptly. laen yang kite plan, laen gile yang jadik.<br /><br />mak cakap "nak, ayah ade duet sikit. kalau nak, mak bole la kuwakan pencen ayah tu. tak banyak. skang ni memang sempet gile nak. blaja mahal, tapi xpe, its worth it. bukan senang nak senang. pakai la duet pencen n duet from savings dulu. mak tau lu nak blaja. so go on"<br /><br />mashaAllah.<br /><br />begegar dunia kejap.<br /><br />mate pon basah. taktau knape.<br /><br />timbul 3 bende dalam kepale hotak gua.<br /><br />gua ade 2 adek kecik, soon akan further studies, nak kne pakai duet lagik?<br />gua anak jantan 1st, gua suppose to tambah duet mak bapak, instead of sucking em out sampai kering.<br />timbol suara halus "buat sumthin yang gain money la bodo?".<br /><br />mak bapak sanggop korban camtu, demi anak. gua tak realize tu slame ni. tu saving untok ari tua die. nak pegi haji. nak rase mewah sikit. like seriously, gua memang bukan orang senang. tapi xdela melarat sampai masok besamamu. mak bapak besakan gua buat macam2 keje. skang gua da tua, baru gua realize? masyaAllah, mane otak gua slame ni? ape yang gua bagi kat mak bapak instead of susah payah n perah diorang sampai dorang mati keras?<br /><br /><strong>NO! STOP LA BODOH!</strong><br /><br />anak derhaka btol. masyaAllah. derhaka? mane bau syurga untok gua nnt?<br /><br />skali lagik begenang air mate. maybe korang kat luwa tak feeling. tapi bile kene batang idong, da tegolek macam mat rempit masok bawah lori. baru nak sedar. itu la gua skarang.<br /><br />gua cakap (sambel tahan nanges sebab ego jantan) "mak, takyah usik duet tu. xpela. gua pikir nanti eh?"<br /><br />mak angguk. sambong jait. gua tau. mak ngan bapak da tua. tambah probs gua, kalo orang biase, x tahan, konfem2 jadik gile. mak bapak gua memang superhuman.<br /><br />xpelah.. tengok la macam mane. cerita gua tak end kat sini lagi. sgale bende yang sangkot, akan teburai jugak.<br /><br />1 malam. gua bace surah feveret gua. The Merciful (ar-rahman. nak jugek in the mat saleh language). "nikmat tuhan yang manekah yang kamu masih dustakan". Allah ulang banyak kali. yes. untuk manusia yang slalu lupe kat Dia.<br /><br />bikin gua lupe sgale probs, sedeh, despair. dada jadi lapang. hati jadi tenang.<br /><br />takde ukm, tak bemakne idop ends here. tak blaja tak bemakne idop jadik celake slamenye. tengok kawan sambong blaja, takde makne nak envy2nye. bak kate orang, kubor masing2. idop pon masing2 la kan?<br /><br />orang2 cibai kat luwa sane kate, "ala small matter pon nak kecoh, nak sedey2, nak tulis2 kat blog. prangai cam babi je dak ni. ngengade btol. manje sangat!"<br /><br />well all i can say "this means everythin. more than u ever wanted. kalau da kene kat batang idung, baru la sedap2 lu paham kannn?"<br /><br /><br /><br /><br />so what's next?<br /><br />i dont know. i just wana be happy. at least for awhile.<br /><br /><br />trime kasey daun keladi buat lu orang yang kat luar sane jadik topang untok support gua dari tegolek dog. love uolls. mak, bapak, amponkan gua. gua tak jadi anak baek. nanti gua repay. ni janji gua. JANGAN OSEK DUET PENCEN. heppp babab karang.<br /><br /><br /><br /><br />...</p>Azar Azmanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02856100073707556171noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-161390341377241360.post-68411012615264138232010-07-22T15:23:00.010+08:002010-07-22T16:48:35.495+08:00"maaf encik, encik ni sape?" gua atok lu. kenal?<div style="text-align: justify;"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiFFSIYPR5QlC0j10eBv8Cj26MQpnwoNF7PoPbj7ZKQMtPsU5FVvmAATDyD1ZEZq6H6ZojMCBOUtaMxGdI7ZEuPHh11pwr67xNm2TZtCgD1ItyWNft-xx7McZx2x5pJvsb12IBIN7PJo78/s1600/120378_fuck_you.jpg"><img style="display: block; margin: 0px auto 10px; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 329px; height: 395px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiFFSIYPR5QlC0j10eBv8Cj26MQpnwoNF7PoPbj7ZKQMtPsU5FVvmAATDyD1ZEZq6H6ZojMCBOUtaMxGdI7ZEuPHh11pwr67xNm2TZtCgD1ItyWNft-xx7McZx2x5pJvsb12IBIN7PJo78/s400/120378_fuck_you.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5496644917530641314" border="0" /></a>you make my life such a joke. such a lousy dirty joke tau tak? cane Malaya nak maju? oh my Allah. the greatest blasphemy in my life. thank you uolls yang buat keje macam cibai.<br /><br />it has been more than 2 month, ive been struggling like hell, juz to seek for a slight opportunities to further my studies. gua tak mintak study abroad. gua tak demand scholarship penoh ribu2. gua mintak tempat nak masok blaja. terok la tepi pintu klass ke. ujong lab ke. blaja through skype pon. gua sanggop. tapi.. haih.<br /><br />gua call ukm la pagi tadi. lepas gua dapat result yang SUKACITA ANDA GAGAL PADAN MUKE LU HAHA! rabu lepas, gua tak puas ati. sumthin is wrong. gua call balek kat department BPP. ade makcik ni angkat. staff situ la. gua tanye. ape status kat ukm. dapat ke tak?<br /><br />die jawab. "encik comel, name encik takde pon dalam rekod rayuan. slalunye kalo ade orang apply ade je dalam sistem. same ade yang dapat, ataupon yang direject. encik buat rayuan ke tak ni?<br /><br />muke gua da naek biru denga kata2 kufur akak tu. dengan sopan (still gentleman lagi) gua reply "yes i did, puan. saya da anta 4 copy rayuan untok folllow through time by time, siap ngan cop terima. lepastu 2 fax siap surat sokongan plus detail and MUET. knape ttibe takde? bole tak cek bebetol"<br /><br />akak tu reply la "jap ye cik (pas 4-5 menet gua tunggu ngan otak yang serabot). Encik comel, name Nazarul takde la. Nazatul ade. sure ke encik anta ni? anta kat sape? oohhh en nozali. sepatotnye ade la dalam record kalau encik da anta."<br /><br />gua muke da jadik merah merah manje ala Humaira gitew "kak, name saye <span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);font-size:180%;" >NA ZA RUL</span>. bukan nazatul. saye takde pepet ye. tukar jantina pon tidak. dengar kan suare jantan saye yang garau neh? akak tolong check eh. nanti jap lagi saye call balek. time kaseh"<br /><br /><br />pas sejam gua call lagi. sebab hangin tak puas ati. konfem lu pon buat bende yang same kalo bontot da panas kan?<br /><br />"hello kak cane? eh yes. fakulti sains kesihatan besekutu. yes, saye anta BY HAND segale bende bentok rayuan kat pihak BPP ukm. siap ngan surat sokongan lagi. ade cop terima dah. cane pulak bole ilang? HILANG? TAK JUMPE? nak cakap ngan en nozali kalau die ade situ please. tenkiu."<br /><br />jangkaan tepat "en nozali takde. ilang tah mane ttibe"<br /><br />pastu akak tu tambah "dik kalau nak sambong course ni lepasan diploma mau 3.9. paling cikai nak 3.7. pointer adek tak cukop ni."<br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiXb3gSw88sW8YZzi7L7tr4p_p3GaPWTYnfbIj4bxFhSKv_cwlq_PzoMFroZEdJuXpR2u-UhzhIw2WPQGgYk2uqFEUnuNSNLsh_4p1EPSRwZWdamD6u87oK89I4AnpiW7TIjvfyvQQiAlQ/s1600/sheesh.JPG"><img style="display: block; margin: 0px auto 10px; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 400px; height: 284px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiXb3gSw88sW8YZzi7L7tr4p_p3GaPWTYnfbIj4bxFhSKv_cwlq_PzoMFroZEdJuXpR2u-UhzhIw2WPQGgYk2uqFEUnuNSNLsh_4p1EPSRwZWdamD6u87oK89I4AnpiW7TIjvfyvQQiAlQ/s400/sheesh.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5496641889526588786" border="0" /></a>gua reply la "ehhh tetibe cakap pasal pointer. kak, kalau saye tak layak, awal2 lagi saye seda diri. saye pon tak hadap la nak mohon course ni. saye tau ukor baju kat badan sendri. akak takyah la nak cakap saye yang bodo tak seda diri kat sini. saye reti bace. saye da buat sgale bende research suda. ape lagi nak?"<br /><br />akak tu maybe da fedap "mungkin ade lagi orang yang lagi layak kot. borang encik takde ni"<br /><br />i reply "of kos. akak nak cakap kat sini sume rezeki tu masing2 ke? yang saye kureng layak la? yang saye ni tetibe tak penting la pulak? drama la akak neh. ape cer neh?"<br /><br />pastu gua pon pegi la tepon "cable". as the last resort. gile tedesak gua. i'll do anythin. beat that. tepon la kiftiah tu. die kate xde pape pemohonan rayuan name Nazarul Azman pon. i was like, HEYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY ade cop uk trime my document ok. suke2 je lu buat surat2 gua bikin balut nasik lemak ke hape?<br /><br />pastu "dik, tarikh tutop 26 ni ye. sbb next week sume da masok blaja. kalau nk proses, cepat2 la eh."<br /><br />hey tu probs gua ke? gua yang x mohon ke, lu yang x proses, siap ilang2 plakk. kimak lu suke2 je?<br /><br />surat, it was like 4 copy, sume ghaib? fax bedaftar? xde masok record ke kalo fax dr org penting? like, gone? it seems like every drop of my sweat, blood and humility da wasted camtu je. gua left uitm to seek for better opportunities to change my life. but seems like, yang gua kejar abes terabor lari tak dapat, yang dikendong lagi la gile cicir. life's such a big joke. the stupid one.<br /><br />like, hey ape kene ngan Malaya? nak seek for a slight peluang nak further studies punye la susah nak mamp? cane mesia nak maju? anak mlayu lagi? konfem la most of mesia punye govt staff buat keje sambel lewa. macam cibai. besok2 anak lu nak blaja gile2, jadik cam gua, ape yang akan lu pikir? hmm?<br /><br />p/s: im so gona fight. i hope you're with me. bukan senang nak senang.<br /><br /><br />...<br /></div>Azar Azmanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02856100073707556171noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-161390341377241360.post-70297369718683326462010-07-21T13:19:00.005+08:002010-07-21T15:02:25.260+08:00tak boleh, tak dapat. bukan tak nak, tak hingin.<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgHP4V2kfqVo63tbEDOK7c9lKdh-j9X_C_HvrqBaeQK2J3qiC5QdRcmAfcJ9tuSMFNEG5MQiTcc_ORnGpZWhQfH0qkzi3AfEJ-VrMPPHVOqOYOmD0MwkwmlhUjbi9n2I6xxy10OCpOyiH0/s1600/depressed-person2.jpg"><br /></a><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-weight: bold;">everything i need. and more. this is it. but..</span><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEi1vtX_Zolk_J0UO8-gr2uIGI6EJ36LMrgkn-mT2c7CEq1nQxl5pi_Ddpk-rNvSOzObTqGoyW65kwf7WTJOcMP738vPyO12_uK_N1swT_ITY65FPgG4NfW1NS_O12CHmVnfkBj84fEUuqk/s1600/resultupu.JPG"><img style="display: block; margin: 0px auto 10px; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 400px; height: 150px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEi1vtX_Zolk_J0UO8-gr2uIGI6EJ36LMrgkn-mT2c7CEq1nQxl5pi_Ddpk-rNvSOzObTqGoyW65kwf7WTJOcMP738vPyO12_uK_N1swT_ITY65FPgG4NfW1NS_O12CHmVnfkBj84fEUuqk/s400/resultupu.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5496224915825112802" border="0" /></a>gua da agak da. sebulan dua tak sedap ati. ni la yang jadik.<br /></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br />gua pegi ukm sendiri. ulang alik ngan abang am. for 2 bulan lebeh struggling macam orang gile. sampai naek boring jumpe encik nozali kat bpp tu. sampai nk jumpe kiftiah jumpe ketua penolong pendaftar lagik. mini transkrip, surat2 tulis sendirik, muet amek cepat 10 ari dari tarikh result kuwa, surat sah tamat blaja, siap jumpe pengetua skolah, mintak sokongan YB lagik, mintak tolong org dalam sume.. maen care elok, care kotor sume da.. ape lagi nak..<br /><br />en nozali kate "anda telebih layak". oh really? i knew that. ok ukm DA KASI GREENLIGHT. konfem la masok 2nd intake. siap kasi briefing la sume sakan. gua pon ngan penoh semangat bekobar, yes, this is all i ever wanted, more than everything i've ever chased in my life. i think this is the time. but i was totally wrong... i always thought wrong. always. ade orang lagi layak dari gua, bak pertimbangan KPT.<br /><br />en nozali suro tunggu upu yang kuwakan result akhir, means, tawaran mutlak. KPT yang buat result akhir ttibe cakap, well, this is the result. SUKACITANYE, anda tak bejaya. yeah. i got twisted. gua tak realize kpt yang pegang final result, blinded by those greenlight luminescence, hope, and excitement yang UKM kasi. i was wrong. totally wrong.<br /><br />jatoh melepek jap. jantong did slow down, and stop beating for awhile. minda kosong. sedih sangat. begenang da air mate. tahap putus asa "yes, God hates me. like, ALOT". fikir bukan2. suicidal, xde future, banyak buang mase, nyusahkan mak bapak. yes, makan free nyusahkan mak bapak. i should av a permanent job long long time ago. yes, syaitan menguasai kejap. gua lemah. so gua despair.<br /><br />orang laen sume sambong blaja.. gua je stranded doing like, NOTHING kat umah. gua nak blaja. nak sangat2. it means everythin for me. its my heaven on earth. but it seems like i haven't found my heaven on earth jugak. i am a failure. for now.<br /><br />kpade kawan2, goodluck la sambong blaja. gua tau gua smangat cakap da dapat ukm. forensic course gitew. bekobar2 kecoh kat sume orang gua dapat. tapi at last tak dapat pon. xpela. lu orang continue la lu orang punye fight. gua punye perhaps, da end kat sini saje. tak dapat peluang. bukan takmau. tak dapat. gua rindu korang. gua even ENVY ngan korang gile2 sbenanye. xpelah. ade jodoh, jumpe la eh.<br /><br />yang nak cakap blakang "tu laaaaa nazarul blagak tak hengat!" or "tu laaaaa smangat sangat lagik, HAMBEK KAU!" or "kau memang poyo, kejap dapat, kejap tak. mcm sial je kan tipu2 olang?". i didnt lie. i never lie in such spectra. i juz got twisted. <span style="font-weight: bold;"><span style="color: rgb(51, 153, 153);">bukan saya yang tulis pejalanan hidup saya kat luh mahfuz ye.</span> </span>i did try everythin a person would ever try. maaf buat sesape yang sentap ngan kontroversi2 yang gua buat.<br /><br />gua da down enough sampai da tak heran da ape lu orang nak fikir, nak kate, nak ludah ke hape. penat sangat2 dah ngan putus asa. buat la ape nak buat pon.<br /><br />my peeps, blaja sampai abes. ade orang dapat peluang, senang2 je, tapi buat memaen. blaja memaen pastu failed. sebok cintan2 la, hal2 dunia, pastu fail. bile da dpt peluang. pakai la elok2. goodluck uolls.<br /><br /><br />special tanx buat ayah ibu trime gua sebusuk2 manusia pon. tanx ayong for the support. tanx hanif, for ur words. i really needed that. thanks abang am. tolong banyak, like, banyak gile, more than i ever can repay u back. tanx daos, bella and ikram, banyak distract gua from probs. tanx kak paj teman i malam2 like almost always tahan maki. thanks yah.<br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgHP4V2kfqVo63tbEDOK7c9lKdh-j9X_C_HvrqBaeQK2J3qiC5QdRcmAfcJ9tuSMFNEG5MQiTcc_ORnGpZWhQfH0qkzi3AfEJ-VrMPPHVOqOYOmD0MwkwmlhUjbi9n2I6xxy10OCpOyiH0/s1600/depressed-person2.jpg"><img style="display: block; margin: 0px auto 10px; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 400px; height: 250px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgHP4V2kfqVo63tbEDOK7c9lKdh-j9X_C_HvrqBaeQK2J3qiC5QdRcmAfcJ9tuSMFNEG5MQiTcc_ORnGpZWhQfH0qkzi3AfEJ-VrMPPHVOqOYOmD0MwkwmlhUjbi9n2I6xxy10OCpOyiH0/s400/depressed-person2.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5496243152557994482" border="0" /></a>.p.s: MashaAllah! what's next? what to do? whom to be? what's goin to happen? what's up? i dont know. i dont know, really.<br /><br /><br />...<br /></div>Azar Azmanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02856100073707556171noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-161390341377241360.post-86191470032250900862010-07-19T23:00:00.007+08:002010-07-20T01:37:52.078+08:00berpicnic besame pengkid. not bad syioknye?<div style="text-align: center;"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhf1rPJgSmbmBkmUq6dAdaJooeAATNhnTseJ1rqFy5qxDxI9Irob-JHmLUk_-X03U_UC66LIC-3GtC7dDtgtUNm4XQ88OgYh3LKg9r7N1eb604hNDMoPYm4uclzYEvHdxMiA0lIStx1QhM/s1600/1262780.jpg"><img style="display: block; margin: 0px auto 10px; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 267px; height: 400px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhf1rPJgSmbmBkmUq6dAdaJooeAATNhnTseJ1rqFy5qxDxI9Irob-JHmLUk_-X03U_UC66LIC-3GtC7dDtgtUNm4XQ88OgYh3LKg9r7N1eb604hNDMoPYm4uclzYEvHdxMiA0lIStx1QhM/s400/1262780.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5495667059392959602" border="0" /></a><span style="font-size:180%;">mari blaja anatomy ye uolls.</span><br /></div><br /><div style="text-align: center;">lu jadi fr rusok kiri moyang gua berkromosome XY.<br />akal lu nipis je. cam bilahan rambot. ala2 bulu kaki i je.<br />ati lu rapuh gile la. takot nak pegang. ala once broken considered sold la.<br /></div><br /><div style="text-align: center;">lu jadik,<br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">bukan from kaki untok pijak2 cangkung2 alas2.<br />bukan from kepala nak junjong2 naek tocang.<br />dekat je ngan bahu, bole di protect.<br />dekat ngan ati untok sayang2.<br /><br />ni gua tambah. xde dalam lyric in-team pon.<br /><br />dekat ngan pancreas. pancreatic juice tu pait namapos. so bole la tahan pahit payau sume kan?<br />tak tegantung ngan sternum. though tak tetikam paru2 pon. so bole bedikari.<br />dekat ngan kidney, tapis sgale kotor2 susah2 punca2 penyaket.<br />dekat ngan perot punye scatzki ring, bole nampak mase tengok barium swallow.<br /></div><br /><div style="text-align: center;">lu kuat but fragile. syg lu always.<br /><br /></div><br /><div style="text-align: justify;"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjBFZYsJBgkELdIY3uAjnmIBPIClLpHkILIiBtPyCVkBZvUMulKgWhEtbX1qP4KRWCZPgMsIoZZJL7UeONbY6Ov0R8viQ7syP-jTx8XyWqDT9lp04unUduUnfjPMkmw-ryAg4vUWwc0mWI/s1600/photo(29).jpg"><img style="display: block; margin: 0px auto 10px; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 400px; height: 300px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjBFZYsJBgkELdIY3uAjnmIBPIClLpHkILIiBtPyCVkBZvUMulKgWhEtbX1qP4KRWCZPgMsIoZZJL7UeONbY6Ov0R8viQ7syP-jTx8XyWqDT9lp04unUduUnfjPMkmw-ryAg4vUWwc0mWI/s400/photo(29).jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5495638515974988322" border="0" /></a>gua layan le pegi air terjon. kemarok da lame tak picnic kan. layan la ke kemensah. entrance die kat zoo negara tu. lalu umah besa2. uhhh gua suke umah2 situ. takpe2. umah gua lagi lawa nanti. tunggu laa.<br /><br />ujan. tak lebat. dudok manje2 je dalam chalet kecik yang ayong ingat cam jamban tu. air die macam teh tarek. lepas ujan baru ok sket. gua risau gak ngan kes leptospirosis. banyak da mampos ngan mandi sungai je. eee tanak2. su'ul khatimah sgt. mati ngan keadaan tak besh. tak syiok la kan?<br /><br />ayam kari, nasik, ulam2, broccoli, ikan pari nyonya style. ikan jacket ni. gua la master BBQ nye. bangge siot. tak rentong. gua tibai la buat sandwich sardin ngan mango pudding. sakan siot. siyes besh. cuci mate pon besh. :D<br /></div><br /><div style="text-align: justify;"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgoz5o4fJoB34TosIwa0RoxqavdojdyMEGvPTd0z6VTkt13qv0f-oxMAFJLYWDixP4uzz0Yy_EbsXm-5O6jX3VPGzlbIUN8GJIzTyFRwfjiLHbPXPDoILvBmbWqn27U1c56yRg0J_JC_8Q/s1600/photo(25).jpg"><img style="display: block; margin: 0px auto 10px; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 400px; height: 300px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgoz5o4fJoB34TosIwa0RoxqavdojdyMEGvPTd0z6VTkt13qv0f-oxMAFJLYWDixP4uzz0Yy_EbsXm-5O6jX3VPGzlbIUN8GJIzTyFRwfjiLHbPXPDoILvBmbWqn27U1c56yRg0J_JC_8Q/s400/photo(25).jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5495638533094771010" border="0" /></a><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEj4cGDaydYBiHJMd3JuLGcRuRWSwfvZTXkIvpveN7_z0v-O9PX5jNIwNmQ5QT_ZSIx6qPakSbjT3dFe8QFlFS8WXJA_1dYrGv_Ajvi_wZhQlkcH9R_b2dh4yndfsTZ4eq77a9pVTLOM3-Y/s1600/photo(26).jpg"><img style="display: block; margin: 0px auto 10px; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 400px; height: 300px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEj4cGDaydYBiHJMd3JuLGcRuRWSwfvZTXkIvpveN7_z0v-O9PX5jNIwNmQ5QT_ZSIx6qPakSbjT3dFe8QFlFS8WXJA_1dYrGv_Ajvi_wZhQlkcH9R_b2dh4yndfsTZ4eq77a9pVTLOM3-Y/s400/photo(26).jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5495638520029660914" border="0" /></a>macam gile gua gelak nengok despicable me. pegi la pevi. jalan2 from area BB sana. rase da macam bukan dalam mesia da. ramai gile la from time square melarat pegi klcc. mak aii? mane datang reramai neh? kak fara yang tengah keje kat UAE (die keje sane. radiographer), orang arab memang suke datang mesia.<br /><br />denga lak ade concert free kann. sampai 27th of july. everyday lak tu. sakan la bejoget ala era jahiliah+gelek. jerit2. siap kibar2 flag saudi ngan iraq. errr gua angkat bendera pas karang. ttibe.<br /><br />sedap gak sore mlayu neh (ke indon?) bawak lagu arab. gua pon tekedu la kejap denga. dudok tepi2 stage ala tourist. ye la amoi cuci rambot kat umah ikram pon cakap "lengchai, u can speak malay? u not thailand?". heh bangge jap. trase lagu irama malaysia rosiah chik kne ganti ngan lagu thailand "sabai dee mai".<br /><br />lepak mekdi bb sampai suboh pon ramai la arab ttibe. rombongan sangat?<br /></div><br /><div style="text-align: justify;"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjQwlfFrPpxxjwLbKvhdN0kt1dxyXBq_YLfDflTL8CHHFRIj2dMcZuPtu6YhsVl6JFtJFckgdBK-58-OWay6KdxqSRMhn5-18bkOzD96G8NY12v1huA0NfwhrF4_jLeq7AXKex2iHNBMzQ/s1600/photo(23).jpg"><img style="display: block; margin: 0px auto 10px; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 300px; height: 400px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjQwlfFrPpxxjwLbKvhdN0kt1dxyXBq_YLfDflTL8CHHFRIj2dMcZuPtu6YhsVl6JFtJFckgdBK-58-OWay6KdxqSRMhn5-18bkOzD96G8NY12v1huA0NfwhrF4_jLeq7AXKex2iHNBMzQ/s400/photo(23).jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5495638543235436818" border="0" /></a>ketam ni memang da gua tunggu lame da. lame x makan dowh. kat Pak Ya. die tibai masak ngan telor masen. like, seriously, SEDAP GILE <span style="color: rgb(51, 153, 153); font-weight: bold;">(9/10)</span> amek kau! ketam besa nak mamp. fresh. telor masen, who could guess, bole masak ngan ketam, tak masen langsong, its juz, brilliant la. hebat lu pakya.<br /></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgauVKOBj7SdwqE2E3gVThThkvuH6591clqCVa6kgaK_uTBP2CIbHBD0aW05SePFewP2LX2FCliyC7xl6AZ7u_NIN96dDTi2BdBobEXv54DKu2yJl3qDKaZd2O13jkM0WKIjNHcBn-BIrc/s1600/photo(24).jpg"><img style="display: block; margin: 0px auto 10px; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 300px; height: 400px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgauVKOBj7SdwqE2E3gVThThkvuH6591clqCVa6kgaK_uTBP2CIbHBD0aW05SePFewP2LX2FCliyC7xl6AZ7u_NIN96dDTi2BdBobEXv54DKu2yJl3qDKaZd2O13jkM0WKIjNHcBn-BIrc/s400/photo(24).jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5495638534743350818" border="0" /></a>ordar sakan. menu bese. pastu pakya yang ngambek order royak "nak rase itek panggang peking style?". eh tak hanyir ke pakya. slalu gua makan hanyir je. cam kat pevi tu. bluek tak sedap. die kate konfem sedap. gua tibai la order. nak terai punye pasal. pehhh 2 org makan, stengah ekor die kasi. die punye kulit makkk ai crispy. yum yum <span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(0, 153, 0);">(8/10)</span>.<br /><br />kalo lalu singgah pak ya, takyah la order sup. tak kesah la seaweed ke, szechuan style ke. not worth it. :D<br /><br /><br />p/s: kak paj mara i blog memalam pastu x layan die. len kali i blog siang2 la. janjiii!<br /><br /><br />...<br /></div>Azar Azmanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02856100073707556171noreply@blogger.com0