ALa bodo gile

"i mean seriously u maynot be drop dead gorgeous la... i mean neither am i
but ur okay what"

define "drop dead gorgeous"

"erm... hernry golding, josh duhamel"

"well... cliche as it might sound but love is a risk so what if it doesn't work... yes hearts will be broken but atleast u try... ."

tq buddy. honest gile ngko. ak perlu-kan ke-honest-an ni. br la seda sket dirik neh.

jumpe cek sakinah omar yang baru hengat nak balek malaysia lepas 4 taun stengah dudok kat scotland. instantly die le ngajak pigi. klcc le. itu je tempat yang die tau pigi. *sigh*

kire brape ketol manusia yang pakai facemask.

ni la adi. ngan ayong. suro pose bebetol. da cun da. pastu phonoe adi ringing. tu yang ter-snap camni. cam model digi. naseb baek x kunin.

alala kecik je orangnye rupenye. aku ngan ayong dudok usha die dari jaoh. sebok2 tarok signature kat maxis punye booth. muke ala2 cine sket. ekot je die dr blakang. skalik tu die puseng, hallamak bebuat tekejot.

bag ni nampak cam lawa. pas dibelek2, "HAH, TALI RAFIA? HEBAT2. NAK GRAB SBIJIK LA. BAPE HENGGET?". RM299+.. xpela. nnt kat pasa malam byk je tali rafia lebey. aku simpol2 sampai jadik bag, aku tarok Isetan. kasik jual. RM299+ ak rase baek aku gi tala TGI fridays sampai boncet. puas ati.

nyopping le dalam 1 kedai neh. "excuse me mis, no pictures". ak jawab "excuse me. i'm not taking your picture. i'm buying ur stuffs WHILE taking picture. whats ur probs?". biseng2 pulak. 2 minah di atas tgh mencoba specs ala2 spa Q

then pigi makan bende2 sejok kat foodcourt. chendol yang x sedap. X SEDAP!. baek ak gi mkn baskin robbins yang same arge ngan chendol tu. taik ayam btol.

kubah. ujan lebat gile.

amoi yang agak cun. kasot prada mencurik mateku. jangan pandang lame2. zina mate. maghrib pas ujan brenti. 1st time eva silap turon tren. ak rase cam badigol jek. ampon to ayong. ko pon same je sengal. ikot aku turon buatpe.

arini la baru nak hengat nak abeskan sume esaiment yang maha melampau banyaknye akebat tunggakan & kehilangan bagpack kat penang. alasan encik azar. alasan. okay. 4 image critique suda siap. tinggal journal, labelling ngan isik2 asessment form. pastu MENDEKAA!

paperwork dinner. meeting TAP ari slase? suke2 je tuka. suke2 je nak aku buat cepat2. ingat aku xde keje laen?

bisnes kuey raye suda jalan. sakan la buat kuey raye sume. hadoi la pening. saket tekak makan kuey raye jek. sesape nak tempah mcm2 cookies, pastries n bakeries, inform la. jangan diam je. kang aku bagi sample, x sampai 15 saat, licin. beli-nye idok. hadoi bankrap pakcik.

kuey elok di-tempah skarang. untok testing2, sile inform kalu beminat. sedap di-lantak sambel menonton "Hagemaru".

p/s:

gelak golek ak tengok gamba nehh... cam bole masok "anak wayang" le pulok.. fatima pandai blakon. hebat2. primadonna faculty health sc.

Afa! curik jap. mcm besh je.

1) Bekas kekasih saya – x penah2 wujud.

2) Saya sedang mendengar - hush hush - PCD

3) Mungkin saya patut – makan lunch skarang. sbb x breakfast agi.

4) Saya suka – memasak. gelak petir

5) Sahabat-sahabat saya – ade la beberape ketol

6) Saya tak faham – perlu ke breast implant untok patient yang x buat mastectomy?

7) Saya kehilangan – sume esaiment. gile suda aku.

8) Ramai yang berkata – orang x brani cakap pape depan2 aku. so aku xtau.

9) Cinta itu adalah – taik ayam.

10) Di suatu tempat, seseorang sedang – besenang-senang menikmati idop yang xde meaning.

11) Saya akan cuba – dapat DL sem ni agi.

12) Perkataan SELAMANYA membawa maksud – x membawak pape maksod pon kat aku.

13) Telefon bimbit saya – nokia xpress 5800. nyawaaa

14) Bila saya terjaga – aku tengok cermin. pastu tdo balek.

15) Saya paling meluat – tengok balak orang x hensem.

16) Pesta/parti adalah – aku ske dudok umah. xyah party2 neh.

17) Haiwan yang paling comel pernah saya temui – arwah uchan. my fat hamster.

18) Peringkat umur yang paling menyeronokkan saya ialah – err. peringkat akhil baligh.

19) Hari ini – hari kames.

20) Malam ini saya akan – drawing, sketching, abeskan esaiment.

21) Esok pula saya akan – cuti

22) Saya betul-betul inginkan – seseorang.

23) Ketika anda lihat wajah anda di hadapan cermin pagi ini – muke yang licin. feewit!

24) Pusat membeli-belah atau arked permainan – mall

25) Makanan Barat atau Jepun? – chinese

26) Bilik yang terang atau gelap? – depends on who's in de room im with

27) Makanan segera adalah – sedap jek

28) Ayat terakhir yang anda telah katakan pada seseorang – diam ah ko!

29) Siapa yang anda ingin tag: xmau tag sape2.

homecoming..

mermaid bay, penang national park

aku sbenanye malas nak tulis da crite2 kat penang. x membawak pape pekdahnye. kenangan macam taik ayam. well, lookin at de bright side, taik ayam bole dibuat baja. make baja tu la aku nengok from a positive perspective. makes me stronger.

sori la samad, diza ngan sikin. aku blah without saying gudbye. agak saiko sket pade ending-nye. harap korang paham. halal le sume ye. panjang umo jumpe lagik.

make di-drive le kete wagon balek kuale from penang. musim deroyan da abes. ala bukannye nak makan deroyan sangat pon. targetku hanye 1. laksa kuale.

adek2 kazen yang kenit2 agi. hadoi tue gile aku neh.
(ayong lagi la tua. padan)


chik kne stroke tengah2 jalan. kne langga kete ijau pak usop

nak le diceritekan, make lepas je balek from kampong (kat kuale kangsor) teros le malap mood nak tulis blog ni. asek bongkang dan teros membongkang. esaiment yang menimbon 1 hapak pon x start agi. ko nak jadik ape ni zar? kawan, kalo jumpe, sile tampar untok seda-kan aku. (brani ke?). rindu kuale le sangat. x puas makan laksa ngan chendol akibat silap estimate bilangan perot yang mau di-isik. tetibe datang plak sedare2. hadoi la. buat malu keturunan la. pantang buat makan2 free, bau je 1 kampong. (puspabusok-ati sunggoh aku)

tulip xde, bunge taik ayam pon jadik

.
memori daon pisang. videoclip. carik la kat youtube.

kepenatan melampau. katel2 empok ngan bantal yang maha banyak memanggel2 roh kudus ku.

aku lagik rajen melayan fesbuk membuat kuiz2 bodo buatan member2 fesbuk yang x cukop korum otaknye. so, scare otomatiknye, otak aku pon same la masok air. mengedit gambo je kojenye.

pulang le ke JO.

1st klass shahrani aku suda ponteng. silap info. ingatkan klass kak anne je pagi. kol 11 baru izzah izam mesej. klass kol 11.30. dengan bantal yang stil mlekat kat muke, tros le siap2. sampai2 dekat kol 12. ah. x payah. leyla bagitau "die x aja pape pon. byk cakap je". boring2. aku lari lepak lab sketching radiographs. laen kali bagitau awal2. ingat ak dudok 1 umah ngan shahrani ke. huh.

petang gi klass kak anne. dapat le esaiment suda. PA Cervical for image evaluation & interpretation plus 2 pathology sampingan. hadoi la. naseb baek aji nazri x aja. mau kne interpret ct thorax plak.

2nd klass shahrani pon ponteng agi. gi meeting MISA punye pasal. brapi punye meeting. kat sini aku nak inform,

PROJAK KAYANGAN itu jadik

23rd october

MISA punye magazine? banyak songeh btol budak2 ne la. hadoi2. dateline punye le dekat nak mampos. xde2. aku xmo buat. korang buat. bobby dengan smangat-nye volunteer nak jadik main writer. bobby memang mcm tu. membosankan.

klass ku sangat heaven sem ni. slase rabu kames je. ari laen ari befoya2. gile bagos nk grad da.

bisness. ni lagi 1 dol. telo, mane mold utk anatomic marker tu? hadoi la. mati kering aku tunggu.

H1N1: faten, cepat le semboh. nisa, gi le carik bomoh, ketegur je tu. ime, da sehat kan? da da. bkn H1N1. xyah cuti lelame. ade job 4 u ni. balek cepat!

p/s: perlu ke pandang macam tu? ahahaa..

Chapter 8: Impatient

I love to see you walk into the room. Body shining lighting up the place. And when you talk, everybody stops. Cause they know you know just what to say. And the way that you protect your friends. I respect you for that. And when you grow, you take everyone you love along. I love that you don't fly me away. Don't need to buy a diamond key to unlock my heart. You shelter my soul. You're my fire when I'm cold.

It was many years ago. Baby when you stole my cool.

I get so excited when you travel with me. Baby, while I'm on my grind. And never would I ever let my hustle come between me and my family time. You keep me humble out of this hype. Cause you know there's more to life. If I need you, you will be here. You will make the sacrifice. Don't fly me away. Don't need to buy a diamond key to unlock my heart

Gotta feel you and be near you. You're the air that I breathe to survive. Gotta hold you, wanna show you. That without you my sun doesn't shine. You don't have to try so hard for me to love you. Babe, without you my life just ain't the same. You don't have to try so hard for me to love you
You had me. always.

i wish i can wrote these words to sumbudy. but nahhh. mana mungkin. :)

nucmed. boring. boring. boring. ngantok. but dapat line phone. so x ngantok. dato ali baek. auntie syimah pon baek. abe akmal comey. abe wan nerd! hahah. tanx 4 de adiah2 simple. chantek. rindu korang. :D

huh. grand gle. bkn cam xray department. cam miskin gile. agi trok dr jehan miskin

obat oh obat. apsal la ko ionizing?

pet-CT. compatible with house pet too.

bosss

cacat

pigi penang national park. gees. heaven.
monkey beach.

canopy walk- kalau jatoh pasti arwah

long n winding path

hiking pakai jeans. gud ideas.

surut

sangat chantek

mampos kne pijak

jalanjalan

sikin ngan iran

kaki

gayat

makcik tunggu cucu balek raye

survival

pissin around

raft

mandimanda

lawa gile

itam suda

tongkang

kaki saiz 11

ahhh legaaaaa

epic jalan2

tanx to acha. 4 mcflurry. ime nnt jumpe wokey. mimi ngan tello, ari sabtu ni oncall. jgn mrayau. kak iecha. sile2 dtg. shahmad, sile besabarr. afa,mane kao pigi haaa? ayong sile masokkan duet. ak nak joli.

mau pulang. brape ari je lagi. saba zar sabaaa. ayong. orangt gile jangan layan. layan orang2 yang baek ati je. yang busok perot busok ati perot ijau jangan layan. kasik bunoh.

mau nengok new moon? mali2.

JO!! aku pulangg!! hahaaa




p/s: psycho. kesian. kesian. blah skarang!!

Chapter 7: Gees, it feels guud.

OH MY GODD. IM IN LUVE WITH THIS SONG. GO B GO!

btw, muvie Obsessed. sangat layan. seswai untok orang2 single mahupon double (bkn size badan).

summary: dun be too close. dun care to much. eva.




Head down
As I watch my feet take turns hitting the ground
Eyes shut
I find myself in love racing the Earth
And I'm soaked in your love
And love was right in my path, in my grasp
And me and you belong

I wanna run (run)
Smash into you
I wanna run (run)
And smash into you

Ears closed
What I hear no one else has to know
Cause' I know
That what we have is worth first place in gold
And I'm soaked in your love
And love is right in my path, in my grasp
And me and you belong, oh...

I wanna run (run)
Smash into you
I wanna run (run)
Smash into you
Smash into you
Oh......

Head down
As I watch my feet take turns hitting the ground
Eyes shut
I'm in love and I'm racing the Earth
And I'm soaked in your love
And love is right in my path, in my grasp
And me and you belong
Oh...I wanna run
Smash into you
I'm willing to run (run)
Smash into you
I'm ready to run, run, run, run, ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh
I'm ready to run, run, run, run, ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh
I wanna run, run
Smash into you
I'm willing to run (run)
Smash into you

xmau crite pasal aku. majok skejap. nnt tulis balek.

this song is for u guys:

• ayong allen (jalankan plan B cepattt!!!)
  
• afa babe (plz do msg me)
  
• hanif sunshine (tanx babe, for de shoulder)
  
• n my darlin, monster (i'll smash into u soon :P)
  

cant stop thinkin and extremely missin u guys

Chapter 6: I do not hook up. heeee

i feel free. yay.

its juz a relief. home is the best sanctuary. Penang is juz 3 more weeks to go. Penang is such a big mistake. it's a gap-builder for me. Gap for everythin important. it's like a gorge nowadays. getting bigger by a pyroclastic flow. burnin up my vessels. it hurts. but it heals at the same time.

waking up everyday and continue living is such an adventure. cant expect anythin to come and bring hesitation to my life. things appear and vanish. it's the rule. nuthin can last long. nobody's good enough for anybody. i aint running. i'm just hiding.

there must be flaws. everywhere. can't give excuses anymore. nobody's gona buy it for sure. scratching each other juz dont make things up. better sit back, relax and juz be silent. as u feel like u're sleeping. pretend the uncomfortness of the happening "ahh its juz a nightmare". nightmare doesn't kill. keep sleeping til the sweet dreams can be found. easy. i can do it. so do u.

I don't wanna wake before. The dream is over. I'm gonna make it mine. Yeap. I'll own it. I keep my life on a heavy rotation. the resonance is soooooooo strong. Requesting that it's lifting you up. Up up and away. As all the angels they'll be singing. with their halo shining. like a ray of sun.

timing's everything for me. a gud timing is juz precious. And this moment there's plenty. I am balancing. life. Careful and steady. And reveling in energy that everyone's emitting. like a bremsstrahlung emission.

I do not hook up. I got slow. So if you want me. I don't come cheap. Priceless. Keep your hand in my hand. And your heart on your sleeve. I fall deep. Cuz the more that you try. The harder I'll fight. To say ... Goodnight. : )



life's beautiful. aite?

ni crite pasal ak. xde kene mengene ngan sesape. so sesape yg te-sentap, ak x heran. ak da ckp. xde kne mengene ngan sesape. nk sentap buatpe. cheers. :)

p/s: erin, smartass aren't always smart.

p/s lagi: kambeng. pity u. kurang kaseh sayang. ish3. duet banyak x gune jugak kan kan?

p/s lagi: ayong. saba2. let it come in a beautiful flow. slow n steady.

p/s lagik!!: kalo x suke, xyah la bace. x payah x payah. pegi website porno laen.

Chapter 5: Empty, still standing. kyphotically.

ohoh. trime kaceh ibu. membagi resipi. time kaceh chef membagi pisau victorinox yang sangat sharp sampai da tetikam tuan punye badan. hebat kan. rambot panjang. penang ade APT? ade2. besa. tp xmo le. jumpe lenglui lowyatt la nanti. Hydro saloon macam best.

i need a new phone. gees.

chapter 5 adelah chapter pendek. so tgk gamba sudaa.

pak choi kai lan. feveret. tarok itu tofu. pakteh suke. konon2 suro masak bende ni hari2. haha mabok mkn oyster sauce. x seda diri ade gout. huh.

erk. 1st time. tanx 2 kak ana seblah umah bagi pinjam steam wok. kuah superb masam (akebat kesilapan teknik pandai2 masok asam keping) but stil, ok-lah.

tanx 2 ayong 4 de recipe. sikit modified. prego membuatkan keje aku senang. noodle sikit lembek overcook. bongok punye chef asistant masak spaghetti pon tatau. haha.

congratz to tello. lucky nombo moto anda tlah mencapai status "jaoh bejalan". moto ak plak.. hmmm...

to de left to the left. kak liz @ luna. kak lin. mus. kak faezah laksa. kak nisa "U". malasnye nak keje. malas malas malas. cepat laaa balek klass. tak tahannnnnn

tanx to acha, syikin n shahmad. bawak aku gi dinner sini. moonlight cafe, batu feringghi. cantek2. ayor ijau.

miss u

p/s: ayong bli phone ak kat pojie cpt. phone adek ni da nak meninggal da. x lame agi neh. cepat cepat!