konvo gua besok. tengah hari. siyes, gua takde semangat. diploma je kot? da la x dapat ANC? ape nak di-sronok-kan?
grad radiology uitm MASEH menjual kueh and mengharap belas ehsan mak bapak & orang laen untok idop. what the hell hidup macam sampah sial? no. i blame nobody other than myself. gua malu. sape kate gua taktau malu. kalau gua ade duet, xde gua nak mintak2 sedekah jariah lu orang.
menjelang2 konvo la kan nak feeling2. motep nak feeling2 skarang? gua rase 3 years course is such a waste. duhh. like really "orang laen senang je dapat keje?". i am not orang laen. i am me. no matter how i try, i cant get a job.
"knape xnak keje 7E ke? econsave ke? secret recipe ke? kate desperet sangat?". like seriously, ive been doing various job, mcm mike rowe, painter, welder, grinder, tukang besi, designer, locum spital, baker, wedding planner etc. jangan cakap gua x usaha. lu pandai cakap. buat tengok?
okay2. tak bole emo.
harus la berbahgia besok. hari konvo. my 1st konvo. naek2 stage, amek ketas, dah. turon. balek.
jangan despair. JANGAN. Allah ade.
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