Chapter 8: Impatient

I love to see you walk into the room. Body shining lighting up the place. And when you talk, everybody stops. Cause they know you know just what to say. And the way that you protect your friends. I respect you for that. And when you grow, you take everyone you love along. I love that you don't fly me away. Don't need to buy a diamond key to unlock my heart. You shelter my soul. You're my fire when I'm cold.

It was many years ago. Baby when you stole my cool.

I get so excited when you travel with me. Baby, while I'm on my grind. And never would I ever let my hustle come between me and my family time. You keep me humble out of this hype. Cause you know there's more to life. If I need you, you will be here. You will make the sacrifice. Don't fly me away. Don't need to buy a diamond key to unlock my heart

Gotta feel you and be near you. You're the air that I breathe to survive. Gotta hold you, wanna show you. That without you my sun doesn't shine. You don't have to try so hard for me to love you. Babe, without you my life just ain't the same. You don't have to try so hard for me to love you
You had me. always.

i wish i can wrote these words to sumbudy. but nahhh. mana mungkin. :)

nucmed. boring. boring. boring. ngantok. but dapat line phone. so x ngantok. dato ali baek. auntie syimah pon baek. abe akmal comey. abe wan nerd! hahah. tanx 4 de adiah2 simple. chantek. rindu korang. :D

huh. grand gle. bkn cam xray department. cam miskin gile. agi trok dr jehan miskin

obat oh obat. apsal la ko ionizing?

pet-CT. compatible with house pet too.

bosss

cacat

pigi penang national park. gees. heaven.
monkey beach.

canopy walk- kalau jatoh pasti arwah

long n winding path

hiking pakai jeans. gud ideas.

surut

sangat chantek

mampos kne pijak

jalanjalan

sikin ngan iran

kaki

gayat

makcik tunggu cucu balek raye

survival

pissin around

raft

mandimanda

lawa gile

itam suda

tongkang

kaki saiz 11

ahhh legaaaaa

epic jalan2

tanx to acha. 4 mcflurry. ime nnt jumpe wokey. mimi ngan tello, ari sabtu ni oncall. jgn mrayau. kak iecha. sile2 dtg. shahmad, sile besabarr. afa,mane kao pigi haaa? ayong sile masokkan duet. ak nak joli.

mau pulang. brape ari je lagi. saba zar sabaaa. ayong. orangt gile jangan layan. layan orang2 yang baek ati je. yang busok perot busok ati perot ijau jangan layan. kasik bunoh.

mau nengok new moon? mali2.

JO!! aku pulangg!! hahaaa




p/s: psycho. kesian. kesian. blah skarang!!

Chapter 7: Gees, it feels guud.

OH MY GODD. IM IN LUVE WITH THIS SONG. GO B GO!

btw, muvie Obsessed. sangat layan. seswai untok orang2 single mahupon double (bkn size badan).

summary: dun be too close. dun care to much. eva.




Head down
As I watch my feet take turns hitting the ground
Eyes shut
I find myself in love racing the Earth
And I'm soaked in your love
And love was right in my path, in my grasp
And me and you belong

I wanna run (run)
Smash into you
I wanna run (run)
And smash into you

Ears closed
What I hear no one else has to know
Cause' I know
That what we have is worth first place in gold
And I'm soaked in your love
And love is right in my path, in my grasp
And me and you belong, oh...

I wanna run (run)
Smash into you
I wanna run (run)
Smash into you
Smash into you
Oh......

Head down
As I watch my feet take turns hitting the ground
Eyes shut
I'm in love and I'm racing the Earth
And I'm soaked in your love
And love is right in my path, in my grasp
And me and you belong
Oh...I wanna run
Smash into you
I'm willing to run (run)
Smash into you
I'm ready to run, run, run, run, ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh
I'm ready to run, run, run, run, ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh
I wanna run, run
Smash into you
I'm willing to run (run)
Smash into you

xmau crite pasal aku. majok skejap. nnt tulis balek.

this song is for u guys:

• ayong allen (jalankan plan B cepattt!!!)
  
• afa babe (plz do msg me)
  
• hanif sunshine (tanx babe, for de shoulder)
  
• n my darlin, monster (i'll smash into u soon :P)
  

cant stop thinkin and extremely missin u guys

Chapter 6: I do not hook up. heeee

i feel free. yay.

its juz a relief. home is the best sanctuary. Penang is juz 3 more weeks to go. Penang is such a big mistake. it's a gap-builder for me. Gap for everythin important. it's like a gorge nowadays. getting bigger by a pyroclastic flow. burnin up my vessels. it hurts. but it heals at the same time.

waking up everyday and continue living is such an adventure. cant expect anythin to come and bring hesitation to my life. things appear and vanish. it's the rule. nuthin can last long. nobody's good enough for anybody. i aint running. i'm just hiding.

there must be flaws. everywhere. can't give excuses anymore. nobody's gona buy it for sure. scratching each other juz dont make things up. better sit back, relax and juz be silent. as u feel like u're sleeping. pretend the uncomfortness of the happening "ahh its juz a nightmare". nightmare doesn't kill. keep sleeping til the sweet dreams can be found. easy. i can do it. so do u.

I don't wanna wake before. The dream is over. I'm gonna make it mine. Yeap. I'll own it. I keep my life on a heavy rotation. the resonance is soooooooo strong. Requesting that it's lifting you up. Up up and away. As all the angels they'll be singing. with their halo shining. like a ray of sun.

timing's everything for me. a gud timing is juz precious. And this moment there's plenty. I am balancing. life. Careful and steady. And reveling in energy that everyone's emitting. like a bremsstrahlung emission.

I do not hook up. I got slow. So if you want me. I don't come cheap. Priceless. Keep your hand in my hand. And your heart on your sleeve. I fall deep. Cuz the more that you try. The harder I'll fight. To say ... Goodnight. : )



life's beautiful. aite?

ni crite pasal ak. xde kene mengene ngan sesape. so sesape yg te-sentap, ak x heran. ak da ckp. xde kne mengene ngan sesape. nk sentap buatpe. cheers. :)

p/s: erin, smartass aren't always smart.

p/s lagi: kambeng. pity u. kurang kaseh sayang. ish3. duet banyak x gune jugak kan kan?

p/s lagi: ayong. saba2. let it come in a beautiful flow. slow n steady.

p/s lagik!!: kalo x suke, xyah la bace. x payah x payah. pegi website porno laen.

Chapter 5: Empty, still standing. kyphotically.

ohoh. trime kaceh ibu. membagi resipi. time kaceh chef membagi pisau victorinox yang sangat sharp sampai da tetikam tuan punye badan. hebat kan. rambot panjang. penang ade APT? ade2. besa. tp xmo le. jumpe lenglui lowyatt la nanti. Hydro saloon macam best.

i need a new phone. gees.

chapter 5 adelah chapter pendek. so tgk gamba sudaa.

pak choi kai lan. feveret. tarok itu tofu. pakteh suke. konon2 suro masak bende ni hari2. haha mabok mkn oyster sauce. x seda diri ade gout. huh.

erk. 1st time. tanx 2 kak ana seblah umah bagi pinjam steam wok. kuah superb masam (akebat kesilapan teknik pandai2 masok asam keping) but stil, ok-lah.

tanx 2 ayong 4 de recipe. sikit modified. prego membuatkan keje aku senang. noodle sikit lembek overcook. bongok punye chef asistant masak spaghetti pon tatau. haha.

congratz to tello. lucky nombo moto anda tlah mencapai status "jaoh bejalan". moto ak plak.. hmmm...

to de left to the left. kak liz @ luna. kak lin. mus. kak faezah laksa. kak nisa "U". malasnye nak keje. malas malas malas. cepat laaa balek klass. tak tahannnnnn

tanx to acha, syikin n shahmad. bawak aku gi dinner sini. moonlight cafe, batu feringghi. cantek2. ayor ijau.

miss u

p/s: ayong bli phone ak kat pojie cpt. phone adek ni da nak meninggal da. x lame agi neh. cepat cepat!