thanks stephenie meyer

and so the lion fell in love with the lamb..
what a stupid lamb..
what a sick masochistic lion.

do you know, that you're my life now, you're the only thing it would hurt me to lose?
do i dazzle you?
frequently?

do you ever think that your life might be easier if you weren't in love with me?

when you can live forever, what can you live for?

what if i'm not a superhero? what if i'm the bad guy?

remember this. the clouds i can handle, but i can't fight with an eclipse.


i think you're having hysterics. maybe i should just slap you.
you are so human. ruled by your hormones.
yeah, blame those hormone instead.



but, i don't think i can live through seeing you try harder.
I've never seen anyone trying so hard. it hurts to watch.

if i could have a sweet dreams at all, it would be about you. and i'm not ashamed of it.

if singing, you considered as the sacrifice you've ever wanted, I'll sing all night if it will keep the bad dreams away.





and please. would you please tell me what you're thinking? before i go mad?







i may not me a human towards you, but i'm a man.
just look after my heart. i have left it with you.



....

penat la. penat sangat.

your lips are nettles, your tongue is wine
your laughter's liquid, but your body's pine
you love all sailors, but hate the beach
you say "come touch me", but you're always out of reach

your arms are lovely, yellow and rose
your back's a meadow, covered in snow
your thighs are thistles and have half grapes
you breathe your sweet breath, and have me wait

in the dark you tell me of a flower that only blooms in the violet hour.

gua rase macam da lame sangat tak baking
so, perlu bake juge besok.
lepas gian.



orang sume sakan la pegi vacation. gua je stranded kat sini. ade sore ghaib cakap "tak mampu buat care tak mampu". okay. fine. gua tak kesah. bukan mase untok gua lagik.


yang gua tau, dinner isnin ni, gua nak let it all out. tak tahan.




p/s: tunggu punye tunggu punye tunggu macam orang bodoh. gua rase sume ni buang mase jela. bikin gua panas. hari-hari gua panas, lastly gua mate kene heat stroke. puas ati lu kan?





(fazreen, gua tak cakap lu. jgn sentap. gua sayang lu)

,,,

perlu ke buang anak? bodonye kau?

hah. comel. sejok ati gua.

one of them, a chef perhaps? "it raining vermicelli!"

a vet would be niceee. "stupid DOGG!"

a photographer. a good one. "mom, gua nak pinjam camera"

a true artisan. "watcha lookin at?"

my very own josh groban. "all the single ladies~!"

5 orang je cukop. :p

wah wah. sakan btol gua. gua suke budak-budak. rindu la GCstudios. bikin gua rapat ngan budak2 senang je. jiwa gua yang agak ego pon boleh lembut. budak yang prangai macam sial sebab mak bapak dorang didik macam diva jahil je gua allergic sket. wah. rase nak baling kat dinding. tapi budak baek gua sayang. "eee tomey tomeynyeee". camtu la. : )

buat mase ni, bia gua bele otter dulu. nak buat baby sendiri takbolehh. encik petronas carigali, jom shopping river otter jomm!



p/s: panas gile arini. gua da mandi 4-5 kali dah. sayang jom pegi scotland? sejok sket. : )

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babi sangat

blame on me.
put all the cliche on me.

tima kaseh sangat.

hellooo, da la cuaca panas gile. lu bikin gua panas jugak kat lu. skali gua lempang kepala lu ngan tangan gua yang acromegally ni, baru lu sedar diri. lu ingat lu banyak lawa la? lu pegi banding muke lu ngan tembok pusat tuisyen martin kat pudu, lu lagi muke tembok tahap syaitonn tau? sedar diri sket. lu ingat gua ni murah sangat? lu ingat gua ni bitchy sangat? pikir banyak kali la seblom lu act.

gua benci lu now. deal with it. bikin jahanam hidop gua.


another day ruined entirely. people loses their trust on me. people feel insecure because of you. puas hati lu kan? meh sini gua tabrak sket kepale hotak lu. eeeeeeeeee geramnye.

1 middle finger up. just for you. : )





p/s: gua tak baran. bile gua panas, gua muntah sume kat blog je. kat luwa gua cool balek. pe guna gua solat kalau gua prangai macam hanjeng kan. lu orang jangan mandai2 nak terase. slagi gua tak mention exact name lu orang, takyah nak tibai-tibai gua balek. blog gua, suke ati gua la nak tulis ape pon. lu nak sentap pehal?


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jalang-jalang

Aquarius

gua bajet ensem dalam hemisphere nak usha memerang chomel.

slame gua dudok kL, da 27 taon dah. mati-mati gua tak penah pegi tempat-tempat ni. sunway lagoon, aquaria klcc, lawatan pegi penjara pudu, ngan umah pelacor jalan p. ramlee. lu kesah ape. gua tak heran pon nak pegi tempat-tempat cenggitu. skati gua la nak pegi ke tanak. few days ago, tah hape ngigau, tegerak hati gua ngidam nak pegi aquaria pulak. okay. mahal. batalkan saje. tapi pegi jugak. thanks kepade encik petronas carigali, gua punye harge skali masok macam harge budak skolah. yay.

tringat la memeber gua, kong mun cheong suke makan bubor katak. gua rindu lu la leng chaii!

so macam cacat la tak penah tengok, jakon maen ngan otter. wah comel sangat. gua nak bele la nanti kat umah damansara. 2 ekor jee. gua suke jellyfish beb. cantik sangat. wah, macam journal budak tadika la blog gua.

gua memang minat menatang-menatang laot ni. especially ikan mola-mola, narwhal, ngan bende alah cam sipot babi ni, nautilus. comel kan?

ade abang keling yang keje aquaria nak amek gamba gua 2 orang ngan encik petronas carigali. encik petronas carigali memang la hot, part-time model estee lauder kann. gua ni sampah je nak banding ngan die. so abang keling tu snap-snap la gamba kitorang. wah. mintak royalti kang? mampu ke bayar gua ni? nak buatpe amek gamba gua pon gua taktau


gua carik starfish. da takde. da mampos agaknye. bengang gile gua. gua da la minat gile patrick.

euro-moda

smalam gua gelabah. gua buntu. deadline da dekat. gua tak carik baju dinner. so gua buat-buat baek la ngan mak ngan akak gua. gua bantai pegi tolong siang ikan sume masak cepat2 untok keperluan gastronomi keluarga gua. pastu gue heret 2 orang yang gua sayang tu pegi carik kain ela.

lepas maghrib, macam nak hujan. gua tak kire. demi dinner. dan demi nak ngalahkan mimi. gua sanggop. gua redah je. walaupon abdul wafi zakaria berpicnic di tengah jalan. gua sanggop hon kuat-kuat suroh die blah tepi-tepi sket. pastu gua sambong pencarian gua.

mak gua yang hensem bawak la pegi gulatis blakang ampang point tu. wah, sambil jeling-jeling kedai habib yang promosi harge terendah emas 916, gua lajukan langkah pegi masok gulatis. wah, naseb baek, hari ahad die tutop kol 8.30. mak mak keling nak tido awal gamaknye. nak gosok baju anak-anak besok nak sekolah.

anyway, ade sale. gua pon rambang mate la. sambil usha ade 2-3 couple yang tengah shopping kaen organza mahal nak buat baju kawen, gua pon ape lagi, teros la gi section kaen baju gua. mak aii. murah2 la. slalu gua lepak tee wah kat giant ulu klang, kaen tak cantek. (asal lu pelik? mak gua tukang jahit la. takkan la nak lepak pub ngan mak gua kan? of kos la kedai kaen).

wau. gua tibai beli 4 meter bidang 6 punye kaen. (cukop kot). macha yang layan2 gua pon cam friendly je. gua puas ati. takde sebab la gua nak carot malam tu kann. wah. dinner MPG, gua datanggggg!! btw, MRR2 jem gile malam tu. fuck sangat. naseb baek akak gua macam GPS begerak. gua slamat skali lagi. rempet pon sangkot bai. ni kan pulak nak naek atos, kalau jem cenggitu. vavi sangat.

scottish fold

gua sangat perlukan kuceng nowadays. gua sunyi dowh. tapi takde la sangap sangat. gua minat scottish fold. gua usha kat mid valley haritu. sekor je da harge macam gua punye duet scholarship untok degree neh. gile babi la. antaran kawen gua nak mintak balas kuceng scottish fold ni bley?

gua mampu beli yang ni je. syrian panda. cukop la kot T____T. RM47 hengget sekor.


p/s: gua nak keje. boring dowh dok umah. jadik cik cur, cam tak laku plak. haih